Cas,
Someday, Sometime,
I'll have had enough.
I'll have saved enough lives to last mine,
I'll have made enough people smile; it'll be a job well finished.
And that day, that time,
I'll look to rest.
I'll look around me, and,
I'll search for a place to be,
I'll search for a wall to lean on,
I'll search for a loved one to dream with,
I'll search for a friend to talk to,
And
I'll search for a home, to spend the rest of my days,
But,
I fear,
That day, that time,
It'll be too late.
The places will all have been taken,
The walls will have all crumbled to dust,
Loved ones, would've abandoned, and be afar,
All friends, long gone and amiss
And,
My home, not a home anymore.
And that day, that time,
I'll be all alone.
Scarred, hurt, and blemished.
Bare, Afraid, and Forgotten.
And Cas,
Then,
I'll call upon you.
I'll shout out for you,
And,
I'll look up to the heavens, and I'll cry out for you.
And,
You'll come.
This, I know now, and this, I'll know then.
You'll come like you've always come,
I know for sure, Cas,
You'll be there.
And that day, that time,
You,
Cas,
Will be my place, my wall, my loved one, my friend, and my home.
That day, that time,
Cas,
You,
Will be everything to me.
Just like you are now.
But then, I'll say it aloud.
I'll have the courage to.
And I will say it.
I'll say it to heaven, to hell, and to every person on Earth.
That, I
Love You.
That I love you.
