@IZZ_T0RD_4LIFE
He’s coming.
RUNNING ROUND TOWN THEY GON FEEL THIS ONE. RUNNING ROUND TOWN THEY GON FEEL THIS ONE.
I’M-
RUNNING ROUND TOWN THEY GON FEEL THIS ONE! RUNNING ROUND TOWN THEY GON FEEL THIS ONE.
I thought your pfp was a picture of me I got so scared ☠
GEE WIZZ BRAH >_>
Do they think I don't hear them?
It's like they don't know I'm there.
All the rumors spread about me.
They leave me in dispear.
Do they think I don't see them?
It's like they don't know I'm there.
All the laughing and the pointing,
Do they think I don't care?
Do they think I don't hear them?
It's like they don't know I'm there.
It hurts that I'm invisable.
But they don't see to care.
Do they think I don't see them?
It's like they don't know I'm there.
I wish they knew I see them.
It's becoming more than I can bare.
They believe the rumors about me.
Even theough they aren't true.
They make me feel useless.
Whether old or new.
All of them are bad, there is no good.
I feel that I should tell someone, but I know I never could.
I don't know what else to do.
None of them are true!
Do they think I don't hear them?
It's like they don't know I'm there.
Tears roll silently down my cheeks
They laughed at me, called me a freak
Don't they see the pain they've caused
By making fun of all my flaws
I know that I'm supposed to forgive and forget
But I no longer want to live
What if I speak up? What would they say?
Would they say I'm making mountains out
of mole hills? Would they say I'm being dramatic? Would they confirm my worst
suspicions about myself?
What if I tell them that everything is getting too hard for me? Would they tell me to suck it up, to try harder? Would they say I'm
selfish and entitled, the way my parents
did? Would they say I'm making excuses
for being lazy?
And what if I don't? What if I say nothing at all? Would I be able to take care of problems on my own? Would I reign victorious at the end of my battle?
What if I'm wrong? What if I'm perfectly normal? What if I'm right? What if I need help? Out of all my questions, the one I worry about is..
What if I'm not strong enough? Would I give up? Would I tear in two?
What if ...
Suicide is the only thing
You can control in your life
And that's why it's considered a sin
Because you're beating God
At his own game
@IZZ_T0RD_4LIFE Nah suicide is considered sin because it’s murder, which is immoral in the eyes of God.
“I’m fine”. Two words that usually mean
the exact opposite of what they are supposed
to mean. When was the last time you said you
were fine because you were afraid of being judged?
When was the last time you said you were fine because
you didn’t want to be a bother to anyone else? When
was the last time you said you were fine when you
weren’t really fine?
Saying “I’m fine” is like wearing a mask. When you're
wearing a mask, nobody can see who you truly are.
When you say you're fine, you can’t expect others to
automatically know you're not fine. Saying “I’m fine” doesn’t
make you strong. What makes you strong is when someone
asks “Are you okay?” and you say “No. No I am not okay”.
I want this message to be heard because so many people
go through depression alone. So many people go through-out
their entire lives without anyone to even ask them if they are okay.
So many people just say “I’m fine”. I am guilty of this; Many of us
are. Some people say the phrase and don’t even realize it.
It is a phrase that is often taken for granted.
Stop saying you're fine. Stop faking that smile.
Stop hiding from the world. Take off your mask.
It’s okay to not be okay. Let someone tell
you that everything will be alright, even if
you don’t believe them. Don’t give up on trying
by just saying “I’m fine”
You're wrong bitch I'm no stick bug...
I'm a emo fucking stickbug
YOU COMPARED ME TO A STICK BUG
