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Anyone else OBSSESSED WITH FREAK CIRCUS LIKE- The yandre-ism and the Clowns ARE SO HOTTTT!!! nsjnsduhcdaslc jioa-

When you try to forget but the universe hates you so they hit you with the @h_evva_n .... and the Debut: coming Soon and the FORMER MEMBER OF ENHYPEN. My frnd scolded me for getting to attached to a celebrity but his attachment issues are worse...ToT

I want a friend to yap my life too. ANYONE?? I'm available on insta and watt~

Heelucinating so hard, I'm telling my 5 yr old lil brother to never make his future fans sad and to never leave his kpop group. [He wants to become a pilot .] 
          
          Me realizing in my books....there's never rlly a mention that they're gay or of homophobic ppl. EVRYONE IS IDGAF WITH IT.

Take me back to when Jake and Sunghoon asked if they could hug us and kiss us.
           To when blond Sunoo existed. 
          To Jungwon's iconic mama performance. 
          To Jay's Love Insane. 
          To Heeseung's Highway 1009.
          To when Niki wore pink even tho he hated the color. 
          
          Take me back to when Enhypen was still Seven...
          
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          I'll be uploading chapters and new books again, possibly till I'm over kpop in general. New books incoming. 
          
          March 21 marks the day that'll either make or break us, Engenes. But whatever happens- we'll continue supporting Enhypen and Heeseung. STAY STRONG ENGENES!!

Grief: Stage- Denial.
          
          Skipping Enhypen sings and vids and pretending its the Orange Blood Era again.

GUYS- HYBE HAS WATTPAD- SPAM THEM IN WATTY- WE CAN DO IT ENGENES!! SIGN THE PETITION!!!

Maturing is realizing Your most famous book [ Off Camera Attraction ] written by your past self is a painful reality of your present self.......
          
          Explanation- in the book- Heeseung is portrayed as an Actor [but reality he's going solo] and Enhypen are portrayed as 6...

One last story and I'm officially off on a longggggggg hiatus. Till my heart feels right- till my poor heart accepts this reality.

So- Engenes are signing petitions, postings hastags and making sure BELIFT LAB gets absolute backlash- but take a moment to think, what if This was really Heeseung's wish? His decision? 
          
          So the company suggested it but Heeseung chose it. Cause honestly as we know Heeseung's an amazing vocalist, and producer and composer. He has what it needs to be a solo artist. He's been working alot on these songs and he really wishes to bring out the best in him for us, Engenes. And we know he's talked to the members and the group's future vision and music style is different from his desires. 
          
          So- take a step back and think- if the petition and hashtags go to plan- aren't we ruining Heeseung's wish? His ambition for his future? 
          
          But I could also be wrong- its not like I'm ever right but just think. 
          
          Even if he's not apart of Enhypen anymore- he still always has a place. Enhypen was seven, is seven and is forever Sev-EN. Ik we'll miss his voice in songs but now? He's able to produce songs of his taste, his creations. 
          
          As much as I wish Enhypen to be SEVEN- we need to respect and support ENHYPEN and HEESEUNG and see where it takes us. Not far- we'll all go broke tryna buy merch from both ToT but I think the petitions are too far but I might be wrong