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I want to be an author so freaking bad. I want to write a book and publish it so the world can read it. I don't want to make fanfiction anymore, but that's all I'll ever be. No one in this world will take me seriously enough to see me as an actual author. I'm stuck in a place where I can't get out. I'll never be anything but a fan fiction writer. Why did I even bother? Everything I read is so much better than my scribbles. 

Enemies to lovers anyone? Coming soon. Fire and Ice, so dangerous but can't live without one another. ;) 

I saw on Weverse that Yoongi got in trouble with driving after drinking. I mean, I'm pretty sure everyone in the world has gotten in trouble like that, but I can't help but feel anxious on what will happen to him. I don't want him to get in trouble with the company or have it pass onto his military training. I know it's stupid to feel anxious about someone who is literally across the world, but it's not just their music, I came for the music, but stayed for their personality. And I don't want anything to happen to any of them, that being getting physically/mentally hurt or getting into trouble with anyone. I just hope that everything goes okay.. 

Bro go spooked from a wattpad message, thought I was u  trouble. Just wanna ask me if I want an Amazon gift card. No thanks. 

I wish anxiety didn't exist.. I can look at photos and get anxious.. And I don't have anyone to tell me everything will be alright.. 

Was thinking about adding different boy bands to my one shit book. Been getting into a lot more, Stray kids, Enhyphen, Seventeen, TXT.. What do you think? 

To the neighbor that keeps shooting fireworks at 11 pm:
          
          I hope you stub your baby toe in the dark. 
          
          That's it. That's the post. I have been trying to sleep for a half hour, the bags under my eyes have packed themselves and left that's how tired I am. 

A friend of mine had gotten a reward, I could have gotten it too. I'm happy for her but it's just my own thoughts that are telling me that I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up and that I was never good enough in the first place. I don't know. I'm just sulking and feeling sorry for myself. 

Hello everyone. I'm here, barely, but I'm here. Just want to give you some updates. 
          
          First, happy pride month. For all those who are out and those who are unable to come out, I'm here to support all of you. Just imagine me as the little car cheering for Lightening McQueen. 
          
          Second, chapter updates. I know they are basically nonexistent, but I swear I'll get something out. If there is something specific you want, I'll definitely want to update it. 
          
          And third, my own updates. I had a birthday, I'm a year older. And life, it has been a bit rough. Going through grief, work stress, loneliness, it's been a bit sad. I don't have any friends, that sounds dramatic, but it is the truth, I can't hang out with anyone and have someone close. I just with things were a bit different. 
          
          I love each and everyone of you. I hope you guys are living life happily. <3

Still here I promise. <3