My name is Alex and to be frank I am depressed, socially awkward, and have really bad anxiey.  But luckily for me I have two friends who won't let anything bad happen to me.  Even if that means they kidnap me in the middle of the night for no apparent reason.  

Writing and reading is my escape from the cruel world I live in.  It let's me chose a path and live in a whole different world with different problems.  I can be anyone anywhere.

My favorite color is blue.  I have a pig named Bacon, cat named Dog, and a horse named Bob.  I love the song Say You Won't Let Go and Castle By The Hill.  I am fourteen and I know how to throw a punch and make it hurt.  I've had to know since I have four brothers.  One wears dresses but likes girls, another plays chess and does ballet, another has been in school spelling bees and is a nerd, and my fourth brother is gay, maried, and has a three year old daughter named Charlie.  I have to know how to punch because I'm not going to let anyone pull shit on my family.

I love black coffee, chocolate ice cream, Oreos chocolate bars, and pizza.

People can follow me or not.  People can read what I put out there or not.  People can comment or vote or talk to me about my or their own problems or not.

I really don't give a damn anymore what people do anymore because I'm on here for myself.  I'm here to write down everything I wish I could say in hops of someone out there to listen.  To just read.

And just because my name is Alex that doesn't mean I'm a dude.  I'm a girl and I hate EvRyThInG.  So if I take an interest in you then count yourself lucky.  It means I don't hate you.