I_Love_Earthmover

I don’t know how you’re doing, I just see off of my mutual that you are living, and please stay living! So many people care, even me, so much so.
          Please know you aren’t alone, I hope you’re doing well in an environment that is safe for you, even if I’m just a stranger to you, and the same way for me, you are loved and cared for, there is no one in the world that be be the exact same as you, you are unique and even if you don’t make a huge mark in the world, just know you have made a huge mark in all of your friends, I just hope you’re doing alright, and please take care of yourself.

Heeey, actually, I don't know you, but I want to check on you real quick since it seems like you attempted earlier, and even through I don't know you, I want to help 
          Look at this message board and you'll see how much your friends care about you, if you are still out there, remember that you're not alone, they are here for you even when everything seems lost

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          I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND EVERYTHING I LIVE FOR JUST DONT FUCKING DIE

My bitchass is thinking it's because of me. Is it?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Is that why you might be dead?

Please tell me you're still out there.

Please tell me you’re alive..

By reading these messages i kind of have ideas of what’s going on.

Hey… how are you doing right now?

If you're still there I just want you to know you are the closest thing I had and probably will ever have to a friend
          And I also completely respect your wishes to... well you know already

You can always write to me if you need help, I may not reply right away but I want you to know that you can write to me if you feel worse.