"And there has been some days when I think I'm still in love with you, days that I will do everything in my power not to reach out to you - and tell you that I want to forget all the bad and that I need you in my life. But then I realise that the you I remember, isn't really you anymore and maybe it never really was and I'll just be stuck there missing someone that never existed, and I think that might be even sadder. " s.c.