I__am_Dominique

Rare aesthetic: Being a therapist while desperately needing therapy >>>>>

mistymochi7

thank you for following me!

mistymochi7

@I__am_Dominique you're very welcome :) 
            why thank you, same to you too <333
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I__am_Dominique

@mistymochi7 also thank YOU for following first 
            May your pillow always be a block of ice :3
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I__am_Dominique

Guys wait I tried my hand at realistic art today (of skz)  and I don't think I absolutely despise it for once in my life
          I already did Han and Hyunjin but I think I'll do Felix tonight and Lee Know tmr

I__am_Dominique

Hey so I've realized I LOVE designing wallpapers and banners and stuff so I've decided I'll make a book of banners and stuff and if ppl want one js ask!!

I__am_Dominique

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Alright. So no one likes being wrong. There's nothing wrong with that mentality right? Doesn't really make it an excuse to be a fucking bitch and refuse to listen to other people tho. js saying
          
          Bro. I tell my father my phone's being slow (like to the point of literally crashing when I try to take a picture and I'm 99% sure it's water damage bc my phone gets water on it a little too often). He says it's bc of storage and memory. I try and say while that MAY be contributing, it's not the main problem. He has a whole ego moment and starts saying that "I always act as if I'm right and refuse to listen to others and always have an attitude." WHERE IN "I THINK THE MAIN PROBLEM ISN'T FULLY THE STORAGE" DO YOU HEAR "NO, YOU'RE COMPLETELY WRONG AND I'M COMEPLETELY RIGHT"
          
          He then sits down and starts making a problem of something that I wasn't even arguing about but ok... When I say that I think the problem is something else and you start yelling at me about my attitude, use that brain of yours and figure out who really is refusing to listen to others you fucking hypocrite
          
          And to top it off, he goes off later to say "they (who tf is 'they') sent an email saying instagram is bad so since you only use to scroll you don't need it and the only social media you're allowed to have is facebook" and then sets a time limit to insta for 15 minutes and lowers a limit on a game (which ALREADY has a limit of 45 mins) to 30, funny part is I stopped playing it bc MY PHONE WAS CRASHING
          but bro. WHO TF USES FACEBOOK AS A TEEN IN HIGH SCHOOL??? IT'S FUCKING SUMMER MIND YOU
          
          man I really thought my mental health was getting better until this happens and I realize I'm one more breakdown away from being Sunny :p

I__am_Dominique

I mean I can still use instagram online but I have noticed every time he gets mad at me he goes and limits all the apps I use to have fun on my phone (games, social media, the sort) with the premise of "you don't need it" 
            
            My mother can't do anything bc fsr she chose to get married to a stubborn egotistical bastard who thinks chat gpt is god and refuses to listen to ANYONE when he's pissy, even his own WIFE, hell, even his own PARENTS (and then you go and yell at me abt respecting your parents)
            
            The funny part is he's probably gonna get all bratty when I cut all contact with him once I finally leave this goddamed house
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I__am_Dominique

Ok so like I'm not expecting nor do I really want anyone to see this/reply but I kinda wanna say it so I don't actually feel insane
          
          Alright so today is Sunday, right? I'm not the most religious person, still believing in Christianity and God, but will not disrespect people of other religions bc that's js an a-hole thing to do
          
          Anyways that's not rlly the point. So my family (mainly my father) push everyone to go to church on Sundays for the service. I, however, absolutely DESPISE Sundays and this entire routine bc it means getting yelled at, lectures about how I need to respect God more, anger, and a stupid ton of stress. (I also don't really love my pastor bc he goes around saying that Christianity is the only religion that makes sense (compared to religions such as Islam and Judaism, which 1. Is not true because it's literally written that all religions of that sort are correct, and 2. is rude because people are supposed to respect all regions regardless whether they are "correct" or not.) Anyways, I hate going to church due to this. So I try not to, whether I js stay in bed, or waste time until they leave me. However, I always get told off so it's really a lose/lose situation. Unfortunately, that did happen today and then I get yelled at when they come back. The stupid thing about my father is that he insists I hate going to church because I'm disrespecting God, when really I just hate dealing with him. But then he goes off ranting about how he had to wash the dishes this morning taking care of my siblings (so horrible right?) and stay up last night getting me service like so sorry you have to do your job as a parent. Might end up relapsing bc self love and will to live is so overrated right?
          
          anyways if anyone actually read this rant, thank you and have a great day :3

FIZZAROLLIWIFE

@I__am_Dominique wtf ml thats messed up im sorry :( 
            my grandparents tried to make me go to church too but thankfully they can't since they live in a dif state thankfully bc im non-binary & bisexual so </3
            hope ur okay though!!
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I__am_Dominique

got my phone taken away too so life is absolutely great rn
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Fandoms_arelife

HEy Domi! DO you maybe wanna do did charcters or smnth for our profile pics? Or like same charcters and different photo?

Fandoms_arelife

@I__am_Dominique Omg yes! Could you do the pfp book thing again?! And we can pick it out?
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I__am_Dominique

@Fandoms_arelife omg I have idea
            what if we do ugetsu and aki/ OR mafuyu and yuki/ OR any other relationship in given you want :3
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