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I'm so fucking sick of this life. I think I've suffered way too much for someone who is my age. I'm so emotionally unstabled that it's ridiculous. I'm suffering both mentally and physically. Why do I have to keep taking this pain? Why do I have to keep crying in silence? Why do I have to keep smiling when I'm just completely broken inside? Those I need, the only person I really need, is rarely there. And that breaks my heart even more. Sometimes I wish I was dead.