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Wanting to upload a new part but all I do is ail, assembly practice, more ail work, c.ai at like every 2 second break i get and studying for olympiads and tests while constantly trying to get better at making comics and drawings so I can post them when I’m ready in like maybe a month or so. aaaaaaaaaaaaa, it’s so tough now bcs I used tools and shit like predictive stroke and stuff in the start and now I don’t bcs I want skill, like i dont want it to be easier, i just want that ability and now it leads to me trash talking myself but, hey, im getting better and trying to be kinder to myself. also, I’ve lost all my irl frens bcs they, well, I had 3 in my class (I’ve lost touch with another and there’s one more who moved away so uh, yeah) and those 3 acted like bitches to me, the one who was supposed to be my best friend sold me to another girl, like she just straight up leaked our texts where I was basically having a mental breakdown to the other two, one of which was the one who fucking started the whole thing, and the entire fight was so like annoying bcs it was literally over the fact that she was embarrassed by something which I was a part of? Like I wasn’t, it was pretty much everyone’s fault and I was blamed for it. They went on an entire fucking meet just talking about this and like they kept on spam fucking calling me specifically when I was supposed to be asleep, the next day even though I told them not to call me, these bitches rang me when I was outside at a very serious thing like wtf? Do I not have a life? And then the “best friend” went ahead and started gossiping abt my personal life and like, i kid you not, half the class now knows abt how bad my mental health can get, the boys don’t know but the girls do and that still sucks bcs now, they gossip abt me and the only frien- business asset i have is this guy who is like omfg, we do the same things, have the same likes and dislikes