I JUST WANT IT TO STOP. I JUST WANT TO BE OKAY AND NOT LIE AND SAY IM OKAY. IM NEVER OKAY. I NEVER EVER WAS OKAY. MY WHOLE IS LIFE IS FILLED WITH SADNESS. I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE FOR EVER CAUSE I CANT HANDLE THE PAIN ANYMORE. I HATE EVERYONE SO MUCH, WITH A BURNING PASSION. I JUST WANT TO DIE, BUT I CANT, BECAUSE SOMETHING IS HOLDING ME BACK. I WISH I KNEW WHAT IT WAS, BUT I WISH IT WOULD GO AWAY SO I CAN JUST DIE ALREADY, WHY DOES THIS THING KEEP LETTING HURT MYSELF. I WANT IT ALL TO END, I WANT EVERYONE TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND STAY OUT OF MY DANG BUSINESS. YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BUT YOU REALLY DONT. DONT ACT LIKE YOU CARE, THIS IS ALL JST SOME ACT. I WISH I COULD JUST SLEEP FOREVER AND NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS CRAP.