I_love_Polar_Bears

I hate school (and everyone stands up and applauds)

I_love_Polar_Bears

@cutecat_forreal yeah, I have a few professors that are really taking the love out of my major and its real unfortunate considering they are the only ones who have had my specific job in mind. I have a lot of good friends now and I enjoy hanging out with them but the school aspect ruins everything for me. 
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cutecat_forreal

It means you did not find good friends and good professors. So sad. Sometimes it is hard to find across good teachers since a good teacher is who can make these subjects so interesting. But is my understanding right? 
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I_love_Polar_Bears

I hate school (and everyone stands up and applauds)

I_love_Polar_Bears

@cutecat_forreal yeah, I have a few professors that are really taking the love out of my major and its real unfortunate considering they are the only ones who have had my specific job in mind. I have a lot of good friends now and I enjoy hanging out with them but the school aspect ruins everything for me. 
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cutecat_forreal

It means you did not find good friends and good professors. So sad. Sometimes it is hard to find across good teachers since a good teacher is who can make these subjects so interesting. But is my understanding right? 
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I_love_Polar_Bears

Wattpad really jumpscaring me everytime it updates and I need to log back in

I_love_Polar_Bears

@WatcherX101 literally, I got so scared that my account got deleted or something
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WatcherX101

Ohhhh I thought I got hacked or sum lolol
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I_love_Polar_Bears

I dont know if its irrational fears or what but my dad got stopped at the airport because they thought he was suspicious. A bunch of assumptions based on his name and skin color. Im terrified hes gonna go on his business trip and not come back. I hate it here.

I_love_Polar_Bears

Im thinking about changing my name irl. I feel like I might be k!lled over it one day and I cant stand the fear. I might hate it but at least I would be alive? Idk, the world is falling down.

Cyansong

@I_love_Polar_Bears smart. Do some research for what it’s like in your area, in mine you have to put it in the news paper that your changing your name, which if that’s true for your area I could see being uncomfortable with.
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I_love_Polar_Bears

@Cyansong thats also what I am worried about. Like I think for now I will go by my full middle name (I hate my first name but like the nicknames but people might question them) and then change my last name to my mom's (my dad's last name is of ethnic origin and I dont want that to be the reason I get questioned or dont get a job)
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Cyansong

I get that. I got my name changed, it’s a gender neutral name though so I’ll be safe as long as people don’t see the gender change-
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I_love_Polar_Bears

Already had a breakdown the first night of being in the dorm again :)
          
          (Im not gonna make it through this semester its impossible)

I_love_Polar_Bears

@cutecat_forreal i already have a quiet place but its just so lonely at this point. Also the academic workload is horrible rn and I dont think winter break was enough. I appreciate the advice though
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cutecat_forreal

Can you ask them to give you a quiet place? You can tell ppl and then can understand. 
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I_love_Polar_Bears

I started watching House and suddenly I am thinking I have a thyroid problem. It explains the tendonitis and depression (the patient with a thyroid problem had BOTH might I add) soooooo yeah

I_love_Polar_Bears

@-y-tho- they arent beating the "old married couple" allegations anytime soon
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-y-tho-

@I_love_Polar_Bears hilson is so peak man, they deserved to be canon endgame
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