I_love_Polar_Bears
Wattpad really jumpscaring me everytime it updates and I need to log back in
I_love_Polar_Bears
I_love_Polar_Bears
I dont know if its irrational fears or what but my dad got stopped at the airport because they thought he was suspicious. A bunch of assumptions based on his name and skin color. Im terrified hes gonna go on his business trip and not come back. I hate it here.
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Looking back at how I wrote innuendos to smvt, I am so sorry for everyone who might have read them. I looked back at my Perfect series (if you know, you know) and it has the stupidest writing ever, WHY DID I ATTEMPT TO USE "DINGDONG" SERIOUSLY!?!?
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Im thinking about changing my name irl. I feel like I might be k!lled over it one day and I cant stand the fear. I might hate it but at least I would be alive? Idk, the world is falling down.
Cyansong
@I_love_Polar_Bears smart. Do some research for what it’s like in your area, in mine you have to put it in the news paper that your changing your name, which if that’s true for your area I could see being uncomfortable with.
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@Cyansong thats also what I am worried about. Like I think for now I will go by my full middle name (I hate my first name but like the nicknames but people might question them) and then change my last name to my mom's (my dad's last name is of ethnic origin and I dont want that to be the reason I get questioned or dont get a job)
Cyansong
I get that. I got my name changed, it’s a gender neutral name though so I’ll be safe as long as people don’t see the gender change-
I_love_Polar_Bears
Already had a breakdown the first night of being in the dorm again :)
(Im not gonna make it through this semester its impossible)
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@cutecat_forreal i already have a quiet place but its just so lonely at this point. Also the academic workload is horrible rn and I dont think winter break was enough. I appreciate the advice though
cutecat_forreal
Can you ask them to give you a quiet place? You can tell ppl and then can understand.
I_love_Polar_Bears
At the age of 20 I am having a midlife(?) crisis or a quarter crisis.... fantastic
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Does anyone else just hate ship fics with a passion cuz I cannot stand reading them most of the time (unless it is written with it being a thing on the side and isnt all about it)
I_love_Polar_Bears
I started watching House and suddenly I am thinking I have a thyroid problem. It explains the tendonitis and depression (the patient with a thyroid problem had BOTH might I add) soooooo yeah
I_love_Polar_Bears
Happy belated Christmas (if you celebrate) and New Years! I have been busy (rotting in bed) and completely forgot to post anything.
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Funny Storytime!
I offered to make mac and cheese (mistake 1) for my sibling because I wanted to be nice and I was hungry. So I boiled the water, put the noodles in and stirred. I stayed there and made sure it didnt stick together like last batches have. I was determined to make the best mac and cheese ever (I have never made good mac and cheese, let alone pasta).
I call my sibling over to double check the noodles because they look kinda weird. Turns out they were engorged or something and were over cooked. I don't know how that happened (mistake 2).
My sibling brings the pot to the sink for me to strain. I grab the strainer and proceed to drop a bottle of dish soap into the noodles (mistake 3). It wasn't discolored and it didnt smell like soap so we both assumed it was okay. The bottle partially melted and crumpled from the heat though.
We are both laughing/crying at this point so I finish the process up. It looks like a mess and I have no clue what I was doing. I might have put expired milk (mistake 4?) into it.
I dish out the mac and cheese and turns out, it didn't taste horrible. It tasted like one of the best mac and cheeses I have ever made. The texture was horrible but as my sibling said, just swallow and it is fine.
(Continued in the comments, also nausea and getting sick warning but it isnt graphic or anything)
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I joked during the entire process that it was poisoned in three ways; soap, melted plastic, and expired milk. Turns out, I wasn't far off.
I woke up the next day and feel nauseous and sick. I am like this for 3 hours, bouncing between sitting next to the toilet with a thing of Vicks to help wane the nauseouness off and in bed curled up. I tell my parents and my mom says I might be hungry. My stomach hates that idea. She then offers that it could be heartburn so she coaxes me downstairs to take medicine for it. I grab the bottle of chewy things for heartburn and walk into my parents room. They both are talking about me being sick and stuff, most likely not believing me. Luckily (not really), I turned around immediately and slam the bathroom door open and proceed to get sick. I proved them wrong.
My parents dont know how it happened (and im not entirely convinced it is) but it could be the poisoned mac and cheese.
I luckily feel better though, if not a little grossed out with a sore throat, but its kinda comical.