I_love_Polar_Bears

Guys, I got a massive shot in my foot (actually 2) and I only cried twice!
          	
          	
          	In all joking, needles right in the joint is the worst thing created and I wanted to pass out or something and even after the needle came out of my foot, I was clenching my mom's hand in pain. Like you could feel the gushing of liquid going from my ankle to my toes. I got out of the car on my foot and felt something freaking MOVE and it hurt so much. 
          	
          	Is amputation an option at this point?

Cyansong

@I_love_polar_bears I hope it heals up soon
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I_love_Polar_Bears

@Cyansong luckily the location isnt bad but it hurts like heck even just laying down. From what I saw after the numbing shot, its bruised quite a bit but I havent seen it after the cortisone shot. We'll see how long it takes
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Cyansong

Oh yikes- it’s probably going to hurt to move your foot for a while, or if you have to step on where the shot was
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I_love_Polar_Bears

Guys, I got a massive shot in my foot (actually 2) and I only cried twice!
          
          
          In all joking, needles right in the joint is the worst thing created and I wanted to pass out or something and even after the needle came out of my foot, I was clenching my mom's hand in pain. Like you could feel the gushing of liquid going from my ankle to my toes. I got out of the car on my foot and felt something freaking MOVE and it hurt so much. 
          
          Is amputation an option at this point?

Cyansong

@I_love_polar_bears I hope it heals up soon
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I_love_Polar_Bears

@Cyansong luckily the location isnt bad but it hurts like heck even just laying down. From what I saw after the numbing shot, its bruised quite a bit but I havent seen it after the cortisone shot. We'll see how long it takes
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Cyansong

Oh yikes- it’s probably going to hurt to move your foot for a while, or if you have to step on where the shot was
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I_love_Polar_Bears

Wtf do I do, I dont want to talk to literally anyone but my roommate is talkative and this is the most ive cried this entire year. She knows somethings wrong but I feel stupid and like I cant get my words out without crying or shouting. Its night luckily but i know people are gonna try and talk to me tomorrow and i feel the dread already.
          
          Not to mention I might be getting in trouble with my university. Im so screwed and its making me physically sick thinking about anything going on.

I_love_Polar_Bears

Nah cuz Ash Ketchum is such a goated trainer especially in the end like hes so strong and smart. Ive been in tears watching the final battles before Netflix takes it down (and no, I haven't watched them before but I know the outcomes. My sibling wouldnt let me watch it without her but oh well). Its giving me so many fanfic ideas and im stoked!
          
          
          Oh also I started my 2nd year of college and I turn 20 in less than 2 weeks. Oh boy

Cyansong

Ash is amazing! It’s been great to see him get better throughout his journeys. From being helped as a starting trainer, to leading others to go on their own journeys. 
            
            Good luck with college! Happy (early) Bday!
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I_love_Polar_Bears

I was semi-officially diagnosed with social anxiety....
          
          With all the tiktok "anxiety" girls, I feel awful about the diagnosis like im lying or something. Social anxiety has such a stigma that it so negative that I don't even want this stupid diagnosis. Unfortunately I know its true and my freakouts arent normal. 
          
          Welp, at least I can get more personalized help from this