@I_love_Polar_Bears
Lowkey i hate when my gf compliments me because she always uses the standard feminine stuff or stuff that makes me feel so dysphoric but we were having a conversation about it one time with a friend and she said she hates the masculine stuff and would never use it because its so basic. She doesnt know that it would mean the world to me if she just even called me it once and instead i just have to sit there being uncomfortable. Like how do i even breach that subject
Is it weird to say that one of my biggest relationship "icks" is when one partner has a dream about the other cheating and they actually hate their real partner for it in the morning because what do you mean that you almost didnt forgive the real me because of a dream??????
Yall, I finally locked in.
I submitted an assignment I could have done 2 weeks ago (she doesnt have due dates), possibly finished one, and mostly finished another assignment. The only issue with this class is that im on panic mode and I am struggling to find motivation and I am so terrified of failure. Its actually a miracle I got those assignments done but she graded one of them and gave me a 0 (she gives full points when they are turned in) but still it scared me into locking in.
@I_love_Polar_Bears sounding like an over thinker. Maybe you thinking too much about the assignments is what's putting your anxiety into overdrive
Nah because why am i only just realizing im old because I have 8 tabs open on my phone all day and 20 notifications like thats some old person type of thing
@I_love_Polar_Bears ahh don't remember me, we're pushing senior citizen years little by little
@_Twilight_22 no cuz same, like I would always freak out if I had more than one thing open but now i get to the end of the day and realize I have stuff open from 8 am. It must be an old person thing
@I_love_Polar_Bears gotta say, I laughed I can't for the life of me stand leaving a tab open, it's like an ocd at this point, I just have to clear them, don't get me started on notifications, only the current one will be visible, the rest cleared or opened
Is it bad that in order to have a good conversation with my gf i have ti get tipsy or else i feel angry and upset
Is it normal to get 5 mixed signals in one conversation and feel horrible about myself by the end of it? Because like I dont know what she wants and i feel like im not good enough.
I want to scream, I cant talk to anyone because they are all on her side and I cant talk to her out of fear she would do something to herself and I just want away from here I dont want to be in a relationship anymore its too stressful
Idk what to do besides cry. I cant even have a moment to myself before other people feel hurt
I feel so helpless about everything in my life at this point. Like I want to save all the people in my life but i cant even get over this stupid dream that has been haunting me for days now
I hate that this stupid dream has affected almost all parts of me and I feel so stupid and helpless. Why am I still seeing it