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Guess who's birthday it isss...

Fuck Halloween it's Christmas.
          Merry Christmas y'all!

Been a while I've officially moved back to my Tumblr days mb gang

Yoo sorryy i unfollowed by mistake bcz my phone has some glitchessss

Would yall please do me a big favor and do not doom scroll on my page and find all that cringe depressing shii on my knees I beg 

Holy flipping yap
          
          So I've always wanted to serve in the military, right? And last night I  had this dream. I was in the military fighting. it was really realistic, too. And I wasn't alone (well there was people all around me fighting but yk) I had got shot in my knee so I fell back, a tank had shot near me causing fire to erupt and it burned my legs leaving me unable to move but then a boy around my age and grabbed my arms and pulled me into a dug hole (in the dream I assume I was like 19-21 because I remember looking older.) He was wearing the same uniform as me and had dark brown hair, a bit of facial hair and had a slightly Slavic accent. He asked if I was okay and helped me. We made it back to base, and we became really good friends and often gossiped about our peers around us but mainly our Sargents (?). Fast forward, and we had one the war with many deaths, but me and him were still alive. We were sitting on a dusty rooftop of a house that was affected by the war and breaking down. We were eating a small meal (a dry sandwich) and talking. The rest of our group wanted to set fireworks to celebrate our victory. im honors of the lives that were lost. As they were counting down, he looked at me when it hit 5 seconds and kissed me on the cheeks. I didn't respond, but once the fireworks went off, I kissed him on the lips ( peeyewww I know let a girl dream damn), and we decided to move to rehab together and got married. I don't remember his face exactly because it's currently the next night, but I can't stop thinking about him LIKE HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE THATS NOT REAL WHATT.

Maybe real girlhood is sitting on the dirty bathroom stall floor while your childhood best friend bawls their eyes out after a break up with the person they loved most. Maybe it's fighting with your mother while your brother gets the princess treatment. Maybe it's laying in bed for nearly 3 weeks with nothing but take out boxes and a dirty room im no longer able to see the floor to. Maybe it's talking about my dad about my dreams about becoming a police officer and saving kids from shootings at 2 in the morning. Maybe it's laughing with one of your best friends about something stupid in 1st period (love ya bbg). Maybe it's crying out loud in your room at night to mitski thinking about how happy my mother was before she had a child, Maybe it's crying about a fictional character that has the same problems as you but can't understand you because they were made from someone's mind (daisuke lmao), maybe it's crying about being arosexual and wanting to feel love for someone, and maybe it's giggling and reading fanfics knowing I'll never feel that love in real life with anyone. I don't know

thx for the follow also your bio is so cool

Ik your looking at my acc mama's bbg....ik...now take em feet out  before I do in 4th.

btw what's your Pinterest ?