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I start online school tomorrow.
          
          
          
          
          
          Shit-

Does anyone else here just have such bad anxiety to the point where you're scared to post on your own message board, post on others' message boards, and comment on books?
          
          I type out what I was going to say then just stare at the text for like 5+ minutes thinking, "What if they think I'm weird? Or what if they look at my profile and judge me?" Then end up deleting what you were going to type and become a ghost reader.
          
          So yes! I'm not dead I've been wanting to post but, that thought process is stopping me, haha.
          
          I'm sorry for being a ghost on this app, I'm planning on posting at least one of my books HOPEFULLY by the end of September.
          
          Anyways, I just wanted to let you all know I'm not dead and I'm writing once again!
          
          Thank you for being so patient during my break, I'm going to be trying my best to make sure the wait for my books was worth it!
          
          I_need_doughnuts signing out~
          

Mkay, sooo
          
          During my break, I've practiced my writing, and let's say I've improved during the month I've taken a break.
          
          So I was wondering.
          
          If I started writing again would y'all read it?
          
          Don't get me wrong it'll probably be a little bit until I actually post another book (At least the end of the month.) but I kind of miss writing on this app. 
          
          It's my goal to try to finish a book while it's summer, with all chapters having hopefully 1000+ words. (Allnighters and energy drinks here I come.)
          
          Anywho, most, if not all of my books are in fact going to be reader inserts/xreaders. I've also thought about x child! Reader books as well (Kind of like a parent scenario book.)
           
          
          Anyways, I'm excited to start writing again, Thank you all so much for the patience and support lately, buh-bye~

My neighbors have been lighting off fireworks at 1:00 AM for the past week and a half now.
          
          LIKE, WHAT ARE Y'ALL CELEBRATING?!
          
          THE FOURTH OF JULY IS IN A FEW MORE DAYS JUST BE PATIENT.

This has just come to my attention but...
          
          I've experienced a global pandemic before my first kiss.
          
          NO.
          
          I've experienced a global pandemic before I've gotten my first girlfriend/boyfriend.
          
          Damn.

Storytime!
          
          So my best friend and I are pretty much neighbors, (Her neighborhood is right next to mine) and we decided to hang out in her front yard for a little, she also invited some of our guy friends that live like five minutes away from us. Our guy friends didn't show up after a few hours and I had to go home.
          
          So during dinner, my dad asked if I had fun at my friend's house.
          
          I said, "Yeah, though (guy friends names) were supposed to show up."
          
          "bOyS?"
          
          "Uh, yeah..?"
          
          My dad was quiet for like a minute and then gave me probably the scariest glare I've seen.
          
          "Kierstyn, are you at the age your starting to like boys?"
          
          "No, why?"
          
          "How about girls?"
          
          Let's just say my closested bisexual heart DROPPED.
          
          "NooOoO."
          
          "So you're liking nobody right now?"
          
          "Yeah."
          
          "Though if you had to choose, would you pick boys or girls?"
          
          I just shrugged, "I dunno."
          
          Then dinner proceeded and became extremely awkward.
          
          Long story short, I'm pretty sure my dad thinks I'm a lesbian now.
          
          

MKAY.
          
          WHY IS EVERYBODY RECOMMENDING BOKU NO PICO?!
          
          I haven't watched it but from what I've seen it's cursed..?
          
          All that I know it's about is ice cream.
          
          Like, I want to watch it but I'm scared to.

All books have been deleted.
          
          Sorry that I moved the date ahead without announcing but I just got impatient.
          
          I'll try to publish a new book next week. 
          
          I've also decided to delete Willow and my oc oneshots.
          
          Remember if you do have any questions don't be scared to ask though before you ask anything I recommend reading my last post on the message board.
          

This is very important!!
          
          Hello, everybody, I've been thinking about some things that I know a lot of you are not going to be happy about.
          
          I'm thinking of deleting all of my books.
          
          Why?
          
          Well, I feel stressed out and I feel like I'd enjoy Wattpad more as a reader rather than a writer.
          
          Don't get me wrong I enjoy writing it's just with my xreader books I've been forcing myself to complete chapters and I don't really enjoy it.
          
          Why not take a break?
          
          I have, but while I'm on my break I'm still stressed out about finishing chapters and I'll be honest, I'm kind of embarrassed by my books.
          
          When will books be deleted?
          
          If you haven't noticed, I've already deleted Is this really love?
          
          I'm planning on deleting my other books on June 20th (My birthday) so I can start fresh at a new age.
          
          What books won't be deleted?
          
          •Art book 
          •Random book
          •Willow
          •Make my cat a model
          •oc oneshots (When it’s released)
          
          The reason I kept Willow is that I want to make some kind of content for everyone still.
          
          Have you permanently stopped making xreader books and fan fiction?
          
          No! I'm planning on making xreader books by the start of July.
          
          What books will those be?
          
          I haven't thought of many yet but here are two that I was thinking of.
          
          •Izuku Midoriya x Reader (MHA/BNHA)
          
          •Hanako-Kun x reader (TBHK)
          
          Why not discontinue your books instead of deleting them?
          
          As I said before, I'm embarrassed by my books so I'd rather delete them then have them still be on my page.
          
          I'm not 100% sure I'm going to do this yet but I most likely am.
          
          If you do have any questions do not be afraid to ask I'll try to respond as soon as possible.
          
          
          
          
          

Sorry that this is kind of late but happy pride month, everybody!
          
          Please stay safe out there especially with the black lives matter movement going on.
          
          I would go into more depth of the whole movement but I know little to nothing about it so I'm not going to.
          
          So just remember to be safe and wash your hands (Remember COVID is still around.) and have a wonderful pride month!
          
          ❤️❤️❤️