I_would_die_4_you

There is not a thought in my head, wtf am I supposed to write 

I_would_die_4_you

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Rereading my drafts be like: 
          
          - I wrote that?! 
          - MAN, I'm so going to hell for this filth. 
          - No way I wrote that.
          - I should write more often...
          - Damn, I don't remember writing this. Are we sure this happened? Maybe this just... appeared??? 
          - *cries while reading Aether fluff cause I miss him* 
          - OH MY GODS, WHAT WAS I THINKING THAT'S SO CRINGE — EW EW EW
          - Oh boy... that's... what the fuck possessed me to write this? 
          - *giggling & kicking my feet*
          - That's... damn. I'm a better writer than I thought.
          - Good gods, I can't post that! That's too much, my poor readers...
          - HE SAID WHAT?! *hides under blanket and reads faster* No fucking way I wrote this, that's badass!
          
          Anyone else?