Hello ibbyBrid. I know by now you would gotten a lot of theses messages ; but are you okay as one writer to a other, things can never be easy, writing always seems to like an escape from reality sometimes. I'm worried not just me but thousands of others are , you don't get that a lot when it comes to writer, trust me I know. But everyone is worried for you and we'll wish we could do something to help I hope this may change your mind a little, but I know their is a possibility it won't but, everything is worth a try even if you fail, success doesn't come easy; I think everyone knows this but.
"Remember dreamers to keep on dreaming"
Have a nice day