Previous usernames: Blakcroe| HiAnti| Anti-GSP | Idiocy-Delicacy| Artstein

History behind each name:

Artstein = I thought it sounded cool. April 2020- Summer 2020.

Idiocy-Delicacy = I changed my name to better reflect me and make it somewhat comedic. I can be a real idiot, and lots of the fanfics I used to read back during the pandemic were (IMO) pretty stupid, but they were MY kind of stupid. You could almost say they were my delicacy!  Summer  2020- Winter of 2020

Anti-GSP = I was getting REAL stupid during the pandemic, *and* edgy - so much so, that I thought I was a sociopath. Therefore, I came up with "GSP", and slapped an anti right before it. You know what it means? "Anti Generic Sociopath". Needless to say, I hate it now. Good riddance to my shameful past self. Winter of 2020- Spring 2022.

HiAnti! = It took some time, but I dropped that idiotic mindset and decided to just make my username more "happy".  Spring 2022 - Summer 2025.

Blakcroe = I decided to settle on a name that would be short, memorable, and unique. I wanted to just name myself "Black Crow", but that was obviously taken...aaaand so were many different variations of it. Finally, I found a version that was not, so I took it and made it my own. Summer 2025 - June 28, 2026.

Ibeholder = The final and permanent name for this account.

Ibeholder was the previous username of another account of mine which I thought would eventually become my main. The reason why was because I thought this one, right here, was on borrowed time and would some day be banned, why? Because, as previously stated, I was quite edgy and had made dozens of comments in the past in other stories that would certainly get me banned if reported. However, it has been 6 years, and nothing of the sort has happened. In fact, at this point, I doubt one can even find those stories, because I certainly can't. 

Ultimately, this username does mean something. 
"Beauty in the *eye* of the *beholder*."
Bad or good, your story is yours.