**COViD-19 and Approached Update**
So I had every intention of uploading everyday, but then something blocked my determination. My grandmother passed due to COVID-19. We weren’t extremely close and that has been bothering me. I begin to think about how distant we were and how I didn’t try at all to create a strong relationship with her and it’s been on my mind heavy.
I don’t want to speak ill of her when I say that she didn’t have the closet or greatest relationship with my mother, so that got in the way. I begin to question the type of person that I am, to not be heavily shaken by her passing and that’s brought me to question how I feel regarding my other relationships. I haven’t been able to think about much else but this.
Sorry for the wait. I’ll update soon.