My best friend has been going through a really hard time lately. He doesn't think he's worth anything or that he has any value and then if he died no one would miss him. This isn't even remotely true. I would miss him every moment I was awake, I would miss him every time I took a breath, I would miss him every time I heard a joke, I miss them every time I had some curly fries. He means the universe to me and I don't just tolerate him I enjoy being in his presence. Please max if you're reading this I care so much about you and I don't want you to go and I'm so sorry you're not feeling good. I probably had something to do with this. I'm sorry if I did, because I want you to be happy more than anything in the world. Be able to talk more on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday. Please stay strong I love you, no hetero.