Hi so...I this probably will have a lot of errors because English is my first language but okay I didn't know where else to write this so here I am well I turned 18 last year and I'm so scared of the future because to me am already a adult but I still haven't achieve anything in my life and had several panic attacks because I keep thinking that everything is going to go wrong for me and I keep crying every night and I'm autistic I mean it is in my username but anyways I'm autistic so I get overwhelmed when going outside or being in a place with a lot of people and because of that I stopped going to school and lost a lot of friends I mean I have only one friend now and we don't talk a lot anymore I ended up isolating myself because of being scared of people judging me because I look myself in the mirror and I think that am a aberration that I'm So ugly and disgusting that I don't even try to talk with someone even if a have the chance and I know a have do do something but I just get so anxious about it that I end up not doing anything at all...so that's all I don't know if a lot of people are going to read this but that's okay I just wanted to vent a little that's all :]
Hi so...I this probably will have a lot of errors because English is my first language but okay I didn't know where else to write this so here I am well I turned 18 last year and I'm so scared of the future because to me am already a adult but I still haven't achieve anything in my life and had several panic attacks because I keep thinking that everything is going to go wrong for me and I keep crying every night and I'm autistic I mean it is in my username but anyways I'm autistic so I get overwhelmed when going outside or being in a place with a lot of people and because of that I stopped going to school and lost a lot of friends I mean I have only one friend now and we don't talk a lot anymore I ended up isolating myself because of being scared of people judging me because I look myself in the mirror and I think that am a aberration that I'm So ugly and disgusting that I don't even try to talk with someone even if a have the chance and I know a have do do something but I just get so anxious about it that I end up not doing anything at all...so that's all I don't know if a lot of people are going to read this but that's okay I just wanted to vent a little that's all :]
Can someone explain to me how genetics work because my older sister and younger sister are built like a fucking hentai girls and I'm build like A FUCKING STICK (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻
@Autistic_Kitty you're autistic so ur genes go to Stimmung (Not a phychologist might not e en have autism but I am the avatar!!! I harness ADHD, ODD, depression and anxiety!) Lmao Adhd attacks