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➷ hello chat, im here to question WHY FEBRUARY IS SUCH A STRESSFUL MONTH FOR ME. it doesnt help im getting into multiple fixations, and theres so much for me that i want to do. It really does not help my case.. Not to mention so many things are updating/releasing, gah... Too much i want to do and so little time. If i didn't have to sleep the amount of time id have to actually do stuff would be so much bigger. im still working on/trying to respond to roleplays, its just sort of on the down low when video games are my main source of joy. 
          
          ➷ so sorry, and will forever be sorry for delays and how long it takes for me to respond to them. 

➷  gah been super busy the past week with work, art, and planning for my upcoming birthday, sorry for any delays with responses, ive been slowly working on them between when i can i swear... Also doesnt help my mental has been goinh down slightly, but im figuring it out..

➷ hello chat, heres an update: slowly putting my life together again, kinda, as much as i can really. And while ive had grest progress improving some of my mental, this week has for some reason been rough on my motivation and overall mood. 
          
          Im really hoping to get back into roleplaying again, the one problem im finding is that my current fixation is not really something ive seen roleplayed, and so its just made me less interested in roleplaying... 
          
          Nonetheless i want to get back into roleplaying and try to start it up again. Not only have i just been fixated on something completely different, but that fixation is a game that doesnt really pause... I dont really have time between anything for responses like i did when it was mostly overwatch. Dandy's world (my current interest/fixation) barely has any down time where i can tab out to work on a response. And me and some online friends talk like every night so i usually play games or talk with them, this also leads to a horrible sleep schedule... But hopefully i can find a pattern where i can respond to some roleplays and get back into like i want to... 
          
          Sorry for no updates on this, trying my best over here... 
          
          Anyways if i roleplay with you, please let me know so i can note it down somewhere if you'd like to contiune. So when im able to work on responses i know whats active. 
          
          Sorry again, hopefully i can get some responses before the end of this month

➷ merry christmas and happy holidays, hope everyones day has been good. 
          
          ➷ after the past week my mood and mental has been improving, hopefully it will contiune on the climb and i can respond to roleplays at some point, though i dont know if it will be closer to the end of the year or beginning of the new year. No matter hope everyones doing alright!

➷ ive sort of fallen off the earth, which im sorry about. But unfortunately my mental has gone down the drain and im just so exhausted. I dont have the energy to focus on roleplaying, and any free time i've had ive put into talking with some online friends and playing some video games. But its really only at the end of the day. 
          
          ➷ my entire time these past few months have been working the holiday and sleeping. so im sorry ive died, but ill need a longer time before im able to come back feeling better. Work has put too much stress on me and im barely feeling much better even playing video games. If i force myself to do responses it would take hours and i couldn't even promise it would be up to my own standards. So i apologize, but i really just need a longer time, hopefully after the christmas season ill have more time to actually do something. 
          
          sorry again, roleplaying has just been put on the back burner while my mental health is in the gutter.

Helloooooo you doing ok? Been missing for a while now.

Hey you good?

hello

➷ been awhile since ive been active, everything is just a lot and its been hard for me to focus on anything other then what distracts me the most. 
          
          gonna try to be active again, but it'll likely still all be a little slow, especially with holiday season approuching and a slight growing focus on drawing and my dandy's world ocs.. Either way, i hope to be more active, i dont want to make any promises though.

➷ ive been so stressed and mentally exhausted these past few days. Wish my mood could improve but man does it not want to.. Sorry to thoses who ive dissappeared from. Might take a little longer to get back to it though