Iceing_on_the_Crow

Hi guys uhm. This is so funny to back on here again I wasn’t my bets still arnt but I’m alive! 

Iceing_on_the_Crow

I swear every time I get a cg that I know I want but my regression just pushes them away and then I don’t have anyone to rely on much, and my boyfriend is also a regressor so I don’t want to put the pressure on him to watch me because that’s not his place and I also don’t want to push him away, like all the cgs I have had were amazing but i pushed them away which I get I’m in a fragile state and I’m being alone and just not listening to the cg most of the time when I’m upset or even too playful, I don’t know if this is a good coping mechanism if I keep doing that

Iceing_on_the_Crow

When you start feeling weird after he used the word grape (the other meaning.) around you to describe you,  as you soon feel 6 years old and you were with that man so you zone out and he leaves you for 30 minutes and laughs about you setting that boundary,