Bennett😍

I love you guys so so so so so so so so SOOOOOOO much. Please read my stories. (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)

I'm good y'all. But... ICE has now ruined my whole year.

hey ako i wanna say im so thankful for u and every thing u have helped me with and i know its late but i wanted to apologies for being such a shitty person and for the way i treated u and i know it wont fix any thing but im so sorry

hiiii akio How are you sorry about the breakup I know that you two were perfect I thought you two would actually get married one day and if you need to talk or want to hug hell if you need someone to call I can give you my new number I'm getting a new phone cuz my parents because I got my other one taken away but you can always call me and I'm so sorry that it happened

Mama's okay, baby... You just don't have a daddy anymore
          
          -Akio

I don't know how to describe it. But it's like the light in mama's eyes died after reading that message.
          
          -Samuel

... I wish my boyfriend showed me more affection...

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          But I sadly can't have her...

Sometimes I was to stay asleep forever. Not dead, but asleep. So I don't have to wake up and repeat the same thing over and over again. So I don't have to wake up and deal with the body shaming by my parents. So I don't have to wake up and be a disappointment to everyone. I don't want to wake up ever. I want to stay dreaming. To stay in a world where I can see things I wish were true. I don't want to wake up because I don't want to get older. My older brother will he leaving for college in a year or two and I'll be getting closer and closer to being an adult. I don't want to grow up and be alone... I was to stay a little kid so I can be carefree and silly. I don't want to be some proper daughter my parents are wishing for. I want to be a boy. But I don't think my parents could fully accept that. So I feel alone in this world. That I can't find someone who can support me for who I am. Someone I physically know. Can physically talk to. Someone to hold me close and wash all my worries away. Waking up is hard sometimes. I don't want to get out of bed or go to school some days. And some days I just want to curl up in my bed and sob. I hate not having anyone to cry to. To rant to.

Update: Nevermind, these bitches ate the rest of the Cannoli without even asking me if I wanted some. Greedy ass bitches are selfish as fuck.