Bennett😍

I once was your best friend. But the incident changed everything. Now all I can think about it that and how I can't forgive myself. You forgave me, but did you really? I was once your best friend, now I feel like I'm a shadow that lurks around you. I hope you have a better life without me. You seem to be having fun without my presence. I don't mean this to sound selfish either, not like it does sound selfish. But I don't think we can be best friends anymore if I feel like a ghost around you and everyone else I know. I'm sorry it had to be this way. And I'm sorry I can't act right. Tell Aiden I'm sorry. I'm sorry to you too Yuyin. I don't deserve your love and kindness if I can't even act like a normal person. I'm sorry.

Happy birthday Akutagawa Ryuunosuke! Be happy and gay little boy.
          
          Anyways, I'm alive! I doing way better now and everything's been good so far.

I hate my mom so fucking much. I hate my mom so fucking much!
          
          I came to the kitchen so I could eat dinner. And there was this big ass bowl on the counter. But I didnt grab it because I dont eat that much food. And she goes;
          
          "You're not gonna take the biggest bowl?" Like I was going to eat all of that food.
          
          And what annoys me is that she kept pushing the situation and I told her to shut up because I hated being treated that way. And this bitch gets upset at me like I did something wrong. Then I say that I only said that because she was being disrespectful. You see, I was standing up for myself. And this woman takes offense to that. Then all the sudden my dad butt's in and tells me not to do that because "she's your mother. Respect her."
          
          But she was being disrespectful first? And why am I in the wrong for standing up for myself? I literally have to deal with this on a daily basis. Of course I'm going to snap and get upset at some point.
          
          And now this bitch is saying that she won't give me money for my mall trip. Like what? This isn't about the money, but personally I think that's unfair for the fact that I had to stand up for myself. Is this some kind of generational trauma or something? Because I know damn well she thinks that fat shaming me is "okay" because I'm her daughter. Like what logic is that?
          
          I wish I could just go and die already. Then I wouldn't have to deal with this shit everyday.

The sight of you crying still haunts me. I can't even get over the fact that I hurt you. I'm yet again sorry Yuyin. I know you don't want me to apologize, but I can't help it.

I Got you bag of stuff

I still feel very bad for what I did. Even though you forgave me, I still don't forgive myself. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself, and I'll remember what I did to you. I feel like a horrible person too. I know you really do love me as a friend, but I feel like you deserve someone who won't hurt you like I did. I understand if you're still upset at me too. You have every right to resent me for my actions. I just hope you know that I think about what I did a lot and I really hate myself.
          
          I'm sorry I hurt you Yuyin, I hope I can learn how to forgive myself.

Merry Christmas! Even if you don't celebrate, I hope you have a good day today.
          
          -Akio

Pimpin on that beat in Otonoke(?) goes hard

Y'all I finally got HSR (Honkai: Star rail) and I'm so happy. I chose Caelus and named him George.

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