Icy_Queer

Is anyone elses sleep schedule fucked up? Like I go to bed at 2am and wake up at 9am. And honestly I don't feel sleep deprived. I actually feel more rested than before this quarintene thing went down. I don't know. Just asking if I was the only one.

Soo... I just found out that my crush/best friend is bi through text. Allow me to show you how it went.
          Crush: Hey Icy are you busy?
          Me: Not at all, Whats up?
          Crush: I want to tell you something that I never told anyone else and I am telling you because I trust you. So please don't tell anyone else.
          Me: I promise not to tell anyone else
          Crush: Okay here goes...
          Crush: I'm Bi
          Me: Really?! that's great! :D
          Crush: Wait really?
          Me: Well yeah that's awesome news!
          Crush: Oh thank god. I thought you would hate me or something.
          Me: I would never do anything like that.
          And that is a shortened version of how it went down. And yes I was a dumb ass and I didn't take the opportunity to tell her that I am very gay, but oh well I guess I can tell her another day. And no she doesn't even know that I have an account here so.. yay!

It's my birthday today and I don't feel any different. I'm still the same not so straight person I have always been. Anyway excuse me while I chug root beer while playing Minecraft with Coldplay and Twenty One Pilots blasting in the backround. Yeah...

I am so so sorry about this but I think i need a break from wattpad for a bit.  I just lost someone that I cared deeply about and I think it would be best for my mental heath if I take a break. I don't have an exact number of days i'll be gone but just know that I will come back, I just don't know when. So sorry for the inconvenience.

Pancakes or waffles? It's a simple question, but there is only one answer. What do you guys prefer?

I am sooo sorry that I posted my latest chapter a day late. I was a dumbass because I forgot to click publish. Soo... I will be posting two chapters today. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Just  a random story from today when my crush said that her desk wasn't straight on our student group zoom call
          Me: ...Nether am I
          Crush: What?
          Me: N-nothing *chuckles*
          Crush: ...Okay. You do realize I think your Bi right?
          Me: *mutters*...Bi is an understatement
          Crush: What was that? 
          Me: Nothing!
          Crush: But I thought I heard yo-
          Me: Oh sorry I have to go now, Bye!
          Crush: Oh okay... Bye!
          Everyone else in the student zoom call: Yo what just happened?
          And that my friends is one of the many reasons I am a useless, geeky lesbian.

Soo... I was rewatching Steven Universe (yes I know I am oh so productive) and when I got to the episode where they introduced Shep my mom walked in and kept on calling them a boy no matter how many times I corrected her. I was so pissed you have no idea. I definitely shouldn't have been as mad as I was.

Hey guys. I just wanted to make this quick. So as you may know su is ending today. It has helped me through so many things. But I'm already feeling emotionally sick because it's ending. I was already mentally and emotionally exhausted but this might just shatter me. So I have to warn you that I may not post to much if at all. It may take me time to get back into a healthy lifestyle. Anyway sorry for rambling mad I hope you have an amazing day.

The new Steven Universe Future episodes got me like: this show used to help me with my mental health but now it's just showcasing my horrible mental state.