i love reading our old messages, it makes me feel so secure and happy, i know we are gonna have our moment, but maybe not rn. Here i can say everything that i don’t dare to say to you bc i prefer showing it to you. Every day im trying to understand you more and more. I understand everything you are going through and had been through. I know that you are the who i want to spend my life with. I never want you to feel pressure bc if we are going to have something again in the future, i want it to be better and healthy. But i really miss you and i hope that you can also understand what im feeling like i do understand what you’re feeling. I want to say to you from here that no rush, gorgeous, take your time, your space, focus on only yourself, i prefer waiting for you and see you happy and healing than being with you and seeing you overwhelmed and feeling bad. Don’t worry bc of me bc if you’re okay i also am. And from here i tell you that i love you so much and i always did and i always will, i don’t care how many times i have to show it to you, id gladly do it. I love you, Mi amor
