Now I realize that, if only we had 5 more minutes, I would take advantage of all the time that I never took advantage of when we were together. Sometimes I stop to think and say "damn, if only I had lived the moment to the fullest" I think about how happy we were together. People tell me not to wait for you, that I'm just hurting myself, but they don't know how I really feel about you and what you mean to me. I know you probably think I'm just playing or something, but you don't know what I'd be capable of doing just to have you in my arms for 10 minutes. I know that right now we cannot be together due to the circumstances in which we find ourselves, but I will wait day and night for you, outside your door, in case one day you open it again for me. My love