IdRatherBeDead

I completely forgot about this app, I'm ashamed to say I now have a life but my stupid ass will still post more stories because I have over 1000 notifications and I have to go through them all. Wish me luck

IdRatherBeDead

Hello my precious children,
          I am thinking of posting my personal life story as a book here on Wattpad and I was wondering if anyone would read it due to it being the peice that got nominated for the writing awards down where I live. It is currently the best work I have and is very poetic so says my principal. The story is real and this actually happened to me so if anyone does read it and I get a notification from a hateful person I will delete the comment, block you, and report you because that is just straight up rude and I'm sure you have better things to do with the pitiful life you have if you do. Now this is from my point of view and if you decide to read it and know about this situation and know the people personally I would love to know who you are because this impacted my life deeply. 

KimCrydashian

@IdRatherBeDead OooOoO I won't bother you then, hehe.
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IdRatherBeDead

@KimCrydashian I'm Writing it right now
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IdRatherBeDead

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Okay,
          I'm texting this guy who has a crush on me and he was talking bout some girl (IDFK) and then somehow it got to the point where he gave me the girl's boyfriend's phone number and told me to prank him or break up with him (wasn't paying attention) and now me and this guy have been talking about random shit for the past two hours straight and he apparently goes to my school (???) So now I'm hella confused. 

MaddiBooWrites

@IdRatherBeDead Same, but how does your bf feel about this?-
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IdRatherBeDead

Guy's I'm super upset,
          
          My young pre-teen year old self is crying so much. I just found out that Avicii died (my 11-13 year old selfs crush) and I'm hella pissed. I understand he "could go on no longer" but he was an inspiration to people all over the world. What happened to " one day my father he told me, Son, don't let it slip away, He took me in his arms. "
          
          " He said one day you'll leave this world behind, So live a life you will remember, My father told me when I was just a child, these are the nights that never die."
          
          
          I don't believe he was truly ready to leave this world. And through all of it I think he made the wrong decision.
          
          If anyone reads this, please don't kill yourself, the easiest way out is never the best way and when it comes down to everything I don't want anyone to not be remembered for the life they did live and how they could actually go across thing's, people will miss you no matter what you say go out and do something useful with your life. Go out and make somthing of yourself.
          

MaddiBooWrites

@IdRatherBeDead No problem, and I know ;) :3
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IdRatherBeDead

@HessaForevrr
             Hess, I've suffered from depression since I was seven. I have clinical depression, diagnosed clinical depression it's not an off and on again situation but thank you for the "help?" And you will always be beautiful 
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MaddiBooWrites

@IdRatherBeDead I dont really suffer from anything besides, beauty overload, but hope you get better :) YoU wOnT always feel depressed. For example, some days Im "happy" to wake up at 5:00 am, sit at a desk for 8 hours, and study for 3 hours-
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IdRatherBeDead

Hi, I got nominated for my school's writing chemz and I'm honestly Wondering how, I turned in a passage from my book I'm working on low-key waiting till I get to thirteen plus chapters till I post it just so you could get a real vibe from it and I'm dead ass freaking out because this, if I win will get me two high school credit's toward graduation and five hundred dollars. This is an amazing opportunity and I'm freaking out. Can someone please give me writing ideas so I can get these damn credits, full credit will be shown of course. I just need stable book ideas. 

IdRatherBeDead

Guy's is it weird that I have a major crush on Stephen James and he's thirteen years older than me?
          My friend's call it weird and make fun of me because he's my background to my phone and everything else 
          
          Q: who I ur celebrity crush because I know I'm not the only one. 

KimCrydashian

@IdRatherBeDead Casey Jackson...we share the same birthday, hehe
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MaddiBooWrites

@IdRatherBeDead My celebrity crush is myself-
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IdRatherBeDead

Okay,
          I'm honestly Wondering if I should publish my books again because I took all eight of them down.
          Does anyone even miss them. Not to mention I came up with two more book's that I really love and I'm putting my full heart into so would anyone want to read those??? 

tis_libby

@IdRatherBeDead I would love to read your books 
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