lost among the galaxies
visualising fantasies
he was the captor of my
w a n d e r i n g m i n d.
smiling at nothing
i ended up blushing
remembering white sheets and
l i m b s e n t w i n e d.
birds were singing
but there i lay wishing
to listen to his sweet voice
i n s t e a d.
hearts beats wild
because when he smiled
scandalous thoughts filled
m y h e a d.
stars danced in my eyes
all day and night
and when he looked at me he had
n o c l u e -
that you in my womb
were to be born soon -
a token of my love, tender and
t r u e.
in your first glance
you were held in a trance.
the infinities were waiting to be
e x p l o r e d
with your restless gaze.
you trapped me in place
as i realised you were worth every pain i
e n d u r e d.
i thought that every word and every touch
would have at least meant so much
so when he left the brightest day became an
e t e r n a l n i g h t.
i guess it's my fault that i didn't see
the flaws and cracks in him and me
i'd discovered too late that we were just a
b e a u t i f u l l i e.
but we moved on, didn't we baby?
the pain gradually became a bitter memory.
now i remember the towers of
c o f f e e m u g s,
messy paints the brightest of colours
scrapes, scratches, muddy showers
and the plenty of kisses and
g o o d n i g h t h u g s.
anxiety plagues me as you get older -
remember i am after all your mother.
darling, I really don't want to
i n t e r v e n e
but if true love does exist
he will continue to persist
that you reign over his heart as
g o d d a m n q u e e n.
(AS A THANK YOU!!!)