IdkWhichFandomImIn

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For the amount of times I've mentioned my daddy issues and how absolutely shitty my dad is, I have to admit that there have been good moments where I was having fun
          	
          	But the thing with that man is that every moment is like a minefield, one wrong step and it'll explode. Everything he does isn't out of care or for my well being, it's control. He wakes us up early and send us to sleep early not because he wants us to have a good sleep schedule but because he wants control to soothe his fragile ego
          	
          	Every single moment with him I'm reminded of the fact that when he found out I was having panic attacks, he came and got mad at me because I didn't tell him and only told my mom (bc duh why would I tell the reason I have panic attacks that I have panic attacks) and it may seem like a small thing to someone else but for me it completely ruined every single interaction with him
          	
          	I can't even joke around with him without finding it exhausting or annoying
          	
          	Nothing he does is out of care for us, only the need to control so he can cherish his toxic fucking masculinity
          	
          	If I don't laugh at a joke or get uncomfortable at something he does I'm "always serious" but if I make a joke or say something he doesn't like I'm "too much" or "weird"
          	
          	If I try to parent my sister like CONDITIONED me to do by telling her not do so

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@IdkWhichFandomImIn YKW GIRL SCREW HIM WRAP HIM UP IN POISONOUS NEEDLES, TAKE A WHOLEASS CHRISTMAS TREE AND SHOVE IT UP HIS ARSEHOLE
          	  I WOULD KEEP GOING BUT IMMA STOP THERE
          	  ANYWAYS POINT IS IMMA KILL UR PAPA
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IdkWhichFandomImIn

@UnhingedAsshole I gotchu bae I'm lwk manifesting that for both of us trust
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UnhingedAsshole

@IdkWhichFandomImIn also preferably a hot husband/wife/lover over here
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IdkWhichFandomImIn

this message may be offensive
For the amount of times I've mentioned my daddy issues and how absolutely shitty my dad is, I have to admit that there have been good moments where I was having fun
          
          But the thing with that man is that every moment is like a minefield, one wrong step and it'll explode. Everything he does isn't out of care or for my well being, it's control. He wakes us up early and send us to sleep early not because he wants us to have a good sleep schedule but because he wants control to soothe his fragile ego
          
          Every single moment with him I'm reminded of the fact that when he found out I was having panic attacks, he came and got mad at me because I didn't tell him and only told my mom (bc duh why would I tell the reason I have panic attacks that I have panic attacks) and it may seem like a small thing to someone else but for me it completely ruined every single interaction with him
          
          I can't even joke around with him without finding it exhausting or annoying
          
          Nothing he does is out of care for us, only the need to control so he can cherish his toxic fucking masculinity
          
          If I don't laugh at a joke or get uncomfortable at something he does I'm "always serious" but if I make a joke or say something he doesn't like I'm "too much" or "weird"
          
          If I try to parent my sister like CONDITIONED me to do by telling her not do so

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@IdkWhichFandomImIn YKW GIRL SCREW HIM WRAP HIM UP IN POISONOUS NEEDLES, TAKE A WHOLEASS CHRISTMAS TREE AND SHOVE IT UP HIS ARSEHOLE
            I WOULD KEEP GOING BUT IMMA STOP THERE
            ANYWAYS POINT IS IMMA KILL UR PAPA
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IdkWhichFandomImIn

@UnhingedAsshole I gotchu bae I'm lwk manifesting that for both of us trust
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UnhingedAsshole

@IdkWhichFandomImIn also preferably a hot husband/wife/lover over here
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IdkWhichFandomImIn

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Manifesting the shittiest diseases for these politicians ✌️
          
          It's the least these pedos deserve for fucking everyone's lives up ✊️

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@UnhingedAsshole bae that's hopeful thinking considering the politicians we have
            
            Also since I live all the pistachio kunafa chocolates are so cheap so I have like 7 or 8 chocolate bars sitting in my fridge  that's my big flex
            
            YOUS SHOULD DEF COME BACK THO BC ARAB FOOD ALWAYS SLAPS ISW
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UnhingedAsshole

@IdkWhichFandomImIn BABE I CAME BACK FROM THERE IN MARCH IT WAS HELL BUT THE FOOD WAS GREAT I LOVE PISTACHIOS  AND I'LL DEF GO BACK THERE FOR VACATION IF THE POLITICIANS GROW UP
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All the shit that happened has literally fucked up my whole plan I was so ready for my exams and now they had to change the whole style because they wanted to make shit easier for us but it actually just made everything WORSE like I'm gonna cry atp just give me the exams with the full portion wtf is this shit I will never forgive these pedo politicians

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@UnhingedAsshole BRO I CANT EVEN IMAGINE DOING A MATHS PROJECT EVEN THO WE GET EVERY TERM REGARDLESS OF EXAMS OR NOT I'm sending thoughts and prayers to your past self
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UnhingedAsshole

@IdkWhichFandomImIn THAT SUCKS I CAN FEEL THE PAIN ML I HAD A CALCULUS PROJECT LAST YEAR THAT WAS HELL i pray for ur survival  
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Wish politicians would 1v1 instead of fucking up our lives ✊️

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@LizLovesOwls25 stop don't give me flashbacks but fr tho
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lmaoo, for real. 
            We just wanna live in peace 
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Everyone loves Indian food like biryani but I just can't like eat them because my taste buds are just so used to eating pakistani biryani (I'm pakistani) that it feels weird because there is actually a big difference in their tastes surprisingly and idk I just wanted to put this out.

IdkWhichFandomImIn

Thank God I'm a pretty crier cus I'm sensitive asf and my dad has anger issues so you get the rest.
          
          I legit just cried so hard it's wild tbh like I didn't know that much water could spill from my eyes.

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@urfavbuttcracker CHASE ATLANTIC BADDIE OMDS I DIDNT SEE THIS BUT I LITERALLY LOVE THEM
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@IdkWhichFandomImIn the waters getting colder let me in your ocean, swim~~
            And ily too heehee
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IdkWhichFandomImIn

Guys if a guy you met like a few months ago gives you a bracelet he got from Bali on your bday does that mean he likes you or is he just being nice? I don't want to overthink it but I'm the only girl he's close with and he could also just consider me a really close friend but idk tbh. Maybe I'm overthinking? He's really sweet though. And am I a bitch if I become really close friends with a guy I know likes me (he used to like me before we even talked and then moved on but then we started talking and got close and his friends said he likes me again in a serious way)? Because idk I feel like I'm leading him on bc I open up to him and tell him stuff plus we text all the time but I don't like him like that? I don't even know why I'm posting this but I need a place to tell everyone what's going on in my life and what better place to overshare than Wattpad.

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@LizLovesOwls24 tyyy bro and I honestly don't like either of them like that bc I'm js too tired to even like myself lol and they both know I only think of them as friends
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