I haven't really been active on here besides replying to replies sometimes and I don't even know what to do. This is just because I need to vent. I feel so empty and tired and stressed and I dont even know how to fix it. It's not even just reader's block anymore, I feel so hollow and pointless and I feel like everyone finds me annoying. I swear I can't do this anymore, I'm tired of being the random, cheerful and energetic friend anymore, I just want to end it and not even in a suicidal way, I'm just exhausted and not the one without sleep, the one where everything feels pointless and life becomes so mind-numbing and I just don't know anymore. I have so much school stress with like 5 projects due next week and even though so many fun events are coming that spark some excitement, they just give me a high that leaves me even emptier afterwards.