When you like a character but you slowly begin to realize that they are actually you or childhood you and the only reason you like them is because of the comfort in knowing that someone has gone through the exact same stuff as you and your not alone but you also are because they are fictional and if you try to bring it up that you act like this character they'll say your faking it for attention so you can't tell anyone and at the same time you want to tell everyone but then again, you're being a burden to those you tell so you just have to suffer and watch stuff with the character you kin and cry by yourself in your room. And if you also bring it up that you act like this character they say that your just doing it because you like them and want to be them.... That may be true but I do act like them without trying to. It may not be that noticeable but if you watch closely you will see how I act like them.