(This is my permanent goodbye to this site, at least from this account, as I'm deleting it or closing it as Wattpad refers to it as, I just don't want to be reminded of my past whenever I stumble upon Wattpad and it wants me to log in.)
"I shall now disappear into stories that only admin writes for himself, yes, I'm referring to him by male pronouns, because he's more masculine leaning gender identity wise in more recent times. I won't disappear too quickly, unlike many other OCs he's made, as I may be a bit of a self-insert for him, forever changing to match his forever changing existence, like many other self-insert-ish OCs he's made, those just didn't have enough space for expressing his forever changing existence, I do have space to express it, at least for now, at least until he reaches a stage in his life that I can't express for him, then a new character will take my place.If you really think about it, the 'you', that you are now, isn't who you were when you were two years ago, you never stay the same forever, you're always going through phases, sure, teenagers are the ones commonly said to be having phases, but no matter your age, you're going through phases, toddlers have phases, adults have phases, etc, etc, life is really just a journey that no one knows when it'll end and what comes after.Everyone has their own guesses about what comes after the journey ends, admin believes that it's a cycle of death and rebirth, but differently than most, also he's open to the possibility that after the journey ends, it's something else that he's met with, if anything.Anyways, he'll be leaving this account up for a little while longer, as he's sort of both dreading it and glad to throw this dumpster fire away, but is putting it off, so do whatever at this point, it won't matter anyways."