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when your friends notice u have an ed after literally only a week of school and they don’t say it but yk they know and they’re all worried and forcing u to eat food and going “yk you need 2000 calories?” and you’re trying to make excuses about “not being hungry” even though you constantly feel like you’re gonna faint, or not needing that many calories anyway, bc the very fucking thought makes u sick, and you’re staring at the ceiling of the cafeteria trying not to start crying and have a fucking mental breakdown and they’re forcing u to eat food and all you’re thinking about is just how many calories that food has, and they’re saying that they’re gonna make you eat every day, and you can’t come up with an excuse for why you don’t want to eat except for flat-out saying that you have an ed, and you’re just that close to crying in front of pretty much half of the whole grade
i’m sorry y’all i just needed to vent </3