IdontShipVkook

Hello everyone. I wanted to take a moment to reflect on my books that I've written. Specifically the 8th Member trilogy about BTS.
          	I started writing the 1st book at 14yo. And I finished the 3rd and last around 16yo.
          	Im 19 currently, and after all this time has passed, I've got to say that writing those books are some of the most disappointing things I've ever done. I can only blame it on my juvenile mindset and lack of common sense.
          	There are many gross themes in this book, things I'm obviously repulsed by: pedophilia, the romanticism of self harm, and so on.
          	Idk what possed me to write such things. And even after putting content warnings on the books, I've debated deleting them all together. Seeing how these books make people happy has made me feel very off, in what way could these stories make them happy? It's just porn with gross themes, and the occasional fluff. I've written better stuff than this.
          	Tbh it just seems better to remove them all together bc I don't wanna promote such things. But fsr I'm still conflicted. Is it a warped sense of nostalgia?
          	
          	All I want to say is, I'm sorry for writing such gross things and subjecting you guys to it. I can and have been doing better. If you go into these books, please read them with the idea that I don't support any of it anymore and nobody should. If anything, take it as a "what not to write or support". And then I'm specifically talking about the stuff I mentioned above.
          	
          	If you've come this far, thank you for ready, my apologies again, and stay safe! Have a good day/night. I love you.

HawaiiARMY

@IdontShipVkook Don't dwell over it. It's true we make these kinds of decisions however, we only do it to express our imagination through writing. I read your first book and I thought it was really good. Even though there was a lot of self-harm, you actually depicted what someone might be going through during their low times. I cannot speak for anyone else however, you may have raised awareness on what not to do. Many people have committed suicide due to their low points in life. I just wanna say that your book highlighted that and also what happens when people come together to get over these hard times. This can teach people how people struggle during these times and help teach us how not to handle them and also wonder if our friends or family are going through it. Also, there aren't very many BTS x Male reader fanfics anywhere too much. For me, it's very hard to find them. I would request if you could keep them up however, if you do delete them, I respect your choice.
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milkytaegii

@IdontShipVkook we were dumb and immature it’s acceptable i’d rather us make fund decisions reading and writing books then is going out and doing drugs or sleeping around in no way was it okay but it’s a better way to be childish
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IdontShipVkook

@milkytaegii yes, definitely a childish choice.
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IdontShipVkook

Hello everyone. I wanted to take a moment to reflect on my books that I've written. Specifically the 8th Member trilogy about BTS.
          I started writing the 1st book at 14yo. And I finished the 3rd and last around 16yo.
          Im 19 currently, and after all this time has passed, I've got to say that writing those books are some of the most disappointing things I've ever done. I can only blame it on my juvenile mindset and lack of common sense.
          There are many gross themes in this book, things I'm obviously repulsed by: pedophilia, the romanticism of self harm, and so on.
          Idk what possed me to write such things. And even after putting content warnings on the books, I've debated deleting them all together. Seeing how these books make people happy has made me feel very off, in what way could these stories make them happy? It's just porn with gross themes, and the occasional fluff. I've written better stuff than this.
          Tbh it just seems better to remove them all together bc I don't wanna promote such things. But fsr I'm still conflicted. Is it a warped sense of nostalgia?
          
          All I want to say is, I'm sorry for writing such gross things and subjecting you guys to it. I can and have been doing better. If you go into these books, please read them with the idea that I don't support any of it anymore and nobody should. If anything, take it as a "what not to write or support". And then I'm specifically talking about the stuff I mentioned above.
          
          If you've come this far, thank you for ready, my apologies again, and stay safe! Have a good day/night. I love you.

HawaiiARMY

@IdontShipVkook Don't dwell over it. It's true we make these kinds of decisions however, we only do it to express our imagination through writing. I read your first book and I thought it was really good. Even though there was a lot of self-harm, you actually depicted what someone might be going through during their low times. I cannot speak for anyone else however, you may have raised awareness on what not to do. Many people have committed suicide due to their low points in life. I just wanna say that your book highlighted that and also what happens when people come together to get over these hard times. This can teach people how people struggle during these times and help teach us how not to handle them and also wonder if our friends or family are going through it. Also, there aren't very many BTS x Male reader fanfics anywhere too much. For me, it's very hard to find them. I would request if you could keep them up however, if you do delete them, I respect your choice.
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milkytaegii

@IdontShipVkook we were dumb and immature it’s acceptable i’d rather us make fund decisions reading and writing books then is going out and doing drugs or sleeping around in no way was it okay but it’s a better way to be childish
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IdontShipVkook

@milkytaegii yes, definitely a childish choice.
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Envy4Yoon

this message may be offensive 
God fuck I feel so much like shit right now- eya author just wanted to say till this day I treasure your books and I’ll never stop+ I hope you’ve been feeling good and happy ✨

IdontShipVkook

@Coffee_Is_Coffee_ tha k you dear, I hope you're doing well. ♥ Tbh there are better books you could treasure, but I'm glad I could bring you happiness somehow.
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Envy4Yoon

Hey Author! How have you been doing? I do hope you’re doing good
          How’s life going for you? You feeling alright?

Envy4Yoon

Welp good to know le amazing author is good and well
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IdontShipVkook

@E-ErRo-r_Lyra hello there! I've been doing okay, could have been better but I'm pushing through haha ~
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IdontShipVkook

@Sadistic-Trash that's nice :)
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amariellis_AK

Hello, I love your stories, especially the BTS one! I knew you were an Otaku but I got surprised when I saw your comment in a Hetalia fanfic! Hope chu continue supporting Hetalia! ~^^

amariellis_AK

aighttt,, we hetalia fans are still strong (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧
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IdontShipVkook

@AKSKOA hiii, I'm a bit late on this but yes I still love hetalia!
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