Things have been really hard lately.
I'm still sick but thankfully it's not covid rather a stomach virus that should clear up within a few days but still it's painful, my household has been feeling crazier than normal and it's been hard to get out of bed in the morning, my Mother is homophobic and would never accept me for my sexuality.
School is also an added stress that's beating me up in my mind.
The only clarity I've had is reading books and fanfictions, that's really the only clarity I've ever had, the only constant in my life that has brought me joy every single time without fail.