Meg

when I make eye contact with ariana grande and cynthia comes charging at me

Cynthia Erivo scares me. Like something is not right and I don’t think Ariana Grande should be anywhere near her

Sing praise to Jesus louder than anyone’s unbelief. Especially your own.

I can’t stop thinking about pauses. 
          
          He paused when i accidentally touched his hand
          
          He paused to look at me while i was giggling over something someone else did
          
          And he paused when I said “love you, byeeee” to my brother and him,  and then he said “byeeee” in a similar tone (this one’s understandable)
          
          He lowkey keeps pausing. 
          And I lowkey love it.

God is moving in so many ways rn I can’t even keep track

Oh the Lord is testing me rn…

well meg baby guess who logged back on for a second  

DETAILS: I feel it’s on my heart to become a lawyer. For multiple reasons 
          1: I’ve been told I should cause I’m great at arguing (thanks bullies!)
          2: I wanna help people. I’ve always known that, I just wasn’t sure how to before and never had the resources or the motivation (I was depressed) to find out how. 
          3: I just feel like that’s where God is leading me. 
          
          And if you wanna know how I found this out … I was either thinking about The Good Place or just what I would want to go to college for if I did, and thought about how Chidi from The Good Place studied philosophy. And honestly, a couple years ago, I might’ve laughed in your face if you told me I thought that sounding interesting …but idk lately I’ve been reading the Bible, and hearing people preach online and in person and something about philosophy, pulled a thread in my head or something. So I went on YouTube, and started looking at what you could even do with a philosophy degree, and how hard it’d be for me as a little old homeschooled (with many problems and little actual knowledge) kid to do that (it’s apparently very difficult(challenge accepted)) and someone said you can use it to get into Law School… and at first I was kinda like eh… why would I wanna be a lawyer?
          But recently I’ve known people in my family that need lawyers for stuff, and you need an arm and a leg to get a lawyer and idk I just felt like God was just like planting seeds in my mind about it…
          So I kinda looked up motivation to become a lawyer on Pinterest, and now something just feels like it’s unraveled or clicked in my brain and I just wanna become a lawyer all the sudden TT
           
          I find myself craving knowledge, and motivated to be Elle Woods or something idk 
          but I kinda get the feeling my life is about to DRASTICALLY change forever and I’m not gonna have room in it for many things and this is one of them. 
          
          But ilysm all pls pls pls find me elsewhere loves!!!

(Hold on my site just refreshed and my typing is gone)

Hey so I have news…
          I’m leaving this app. 
          I’m on instagram under the same name, i believe my Pinterest is the same, and I’ll put it in my insta bio. 
          So if you wanna connect with me on either of those, feel free to look me up <3
          I love yall sm. 
          
          Now you may be wondering why, and I have multiple reasons. 
          
          Number 1: I don’t wanna be on here wasting time filling my brain with stuff that doesn’t inspire me, or really help my brain or mental health at all, it just kinda makes me lose touch with reality a bit sometimes and all I get is temporary happiness from certain stories and there’s no way of knowing which ones will give me that. And I’ve started writing my thoughts on paper instead of on here bc no one reads them anyways and that way I’m not on my phone (I have an unhealthy addiction, I’m trying to quit)
          
          Number two: I’m on the site so there pop ups trying to convince me my phone is hacked, and that’s given me quite the fright over it a couple times. And now it’s just annoying cause I can’t enjoy my time on here without being interrupted and having to go through the process of trying to get back to whatever I was reading or doing. 
          
          Number three: I’ve been blessed with the knowledge of what I wanna do with my life (FINALLY). And  it doesn’t correlate with this app. I no longer want to waste time when I could be using it bettering myself and my life. 
          
          I will give more details about this, cause yall deserve it, but I’m running out of space so it’ll be separate <3