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My friend, if you see this, I hope you are safe and having a good day. I have missed talking to you and I pray that you are okay. Goodbye, and please be safe out there. :)
Iheartmylittlepony4
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hi
Iheartmylittlepony4
this is officially my last day on wattpad
I love you all
see ya on the flip side
this is Cat....
signing of~
MynameisOneh
@Iheartmylittlepony4 I lost a friend, a duo reader, P.S "if you come back I want you to read Cold Shot"
Iheartmylittlepony4
als0 my m0m saw my st0ries and p0ems and suggested i write a b00k 0f em
t0 pubisch and stuff
idk...
she suggest l0ts 0f things but m0st arent helpful and i just write t0 heal in h0pes 0thers will t00
Iheartmylittlepony4
this message may be offensive
guys... ima c0me 0ut plain striaght up and say it
my parents f0und 0ut 0f wattpad again
and they 0fficay want me t0 shut it d0wn
and i will pause it f0r a while t00 in resp0nse t0 make em happy
even if i tried t0 explain the famiy i made here they d0nt get it and never will
0r the fact id rather talk t0 strangers then famiiy and friends
but its FINE t0tally N0T fine but 0h well
im thankfu f0r y0u guys n0 matter what y0u are f0rever MY famiy
i h0pe u guys live a amazing life cus yall deserve it and are amazing
ill never f0rget any 0f yall
i thank u s0 much
i w0nt make a pr0mise ill st0p the shit i d0 but
I WILL TRY
i swear im trying
i pr0bably w0nt repy 0r anythinig i l0ve yall
and i guess g00dbye f0r n0w
i wish y0u luck in everything ya d0 i pray f0r u :)
with l0ve and hugs-
C@+ the wierd demented bitch
Iheartmylittlepony4
the depressing intrusive thoughts be coming back
stronger tho tbh :/
I think I'm just gon stop now
Iheartmylittlepony4
@BehnazRad I....I really appreciate it sooo much this is what my heart and I needed to hear and I'm so thankful for ya man I know its a lot but I promise to try and get thru it I'm still trying even if,....there are complications per say that I will mention tomorrow cus my parents are watching me rn so night man I'ma try and come back 1 more time
Iheartmylittlepony4
@BehnazRad I don't know I just don't know no matter what nothing changes I cant change Im tied of this pain I'm tired of it all that's why I DO the ThInGs I do I just wanna feel but I end up getting this and nothing else but it I'll never be the same again I hate this pain I hate being like this I hate being bipolar I hate being broken and I hate being me but there's no end to it even if I wish there was there's just no way I can do it nothing is the same I can hardly even tell who I am in the mirror anymore and its just her and she wont let it go no matter what
Iheartmylittlepony4
@OfficialJKnows yea that'd be nice man ngl
Iheartmylittlepony4
@OfficialJKnows thanks man but im not allowed to have spotify sadly soooo....yea idk
Iheartmylittlepony4
@OfficialJKnows uhh sure yea thatd be nice thanks man hope ya doing to ^_^