IisYourmomhi

Guys This is not a drill. Undervers. Is. back.

IisYourmomhi

You know what? I'm fed up with how little I see frepic I'm gonna make it my life gole as a writer and an artist to make frepic as well known as afterdeath. I will find every active one shot book and ask for frepic. I will make a amazing comic that will make frepic well known like the CPAU did to afterdeath. I will write and draw so much frepic that if you just search up the ship my art and fanfics will be the first thing you see. I am determined to make this ship popular that's what happened to dustberry bloodlust freshpaper and rottencrops after all. someone thought the ship was amazing and made content of it.

IisYourmomhi

So y'all know that mini story that I wrote that's not actually a story just the outline of a story? More specifically ccino multiversele cat cafe. I when I first got the idea I tried writing it out and I kinda lost interest BUT but I have finally gained back interest and I have written 3 chapters and I have been debating wether or not I should actually post it so would any of y'all find it somewhat interesting (if you're confused and are thinking "what story?" Go to the random thing I wrote called "to all undertale writers and artists")

IisYourmomhi

Is it just me or does anyone else after something fun like going to a event you really wanted to go to or going to a friend's house you haven't seen in a while, gets sad the next day like not "oh I don't like today" but more like "what's the point in this anymore? not like I matter in any way we are all going to die one day why not speed up the process?" This also happens on random days to usually at the end of the day and it always annoys me because I'll be so caught up in my sorrows that I'll get nothing done that day I'll forget to eat, do the bare minimum, or even basic stuff like making sure I don't die these episodes have been getting more and more frequent and I don't know if I'm just being depressed or if I'm being overdramatic is this normal (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

Makanaka7hello

@IisYourmomhi also sadly just giving in and doing nothing does not help, usually exercise or even going on a walk will help tremendously. I have a dog and use her to help, she is good at reading my emotions and distracting me when I'm depressed but also just taking her out focusing on someone else helps a ton.
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Makanaka7hello

@IisYourmomhi I get them a lot especially with my attachment issues, but there is a reason it happens. When you hang out with your friends you get dopamine which is the chemical that makes you happy, your brain strives for balance though, so after being super happy to balance it out it will make you more sad after. It's more complicated then that, but very interesting I listened to a few podcast episodes about it. Sometimes the only thing to do is push through in a way you have to get yourself to stop thinking about how you feel which is hard, I can't even managed to do it.
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FragileWhisperer

@IisYourmomhi but either way, as long as you can bring yourself to take care of yourself even with these episodes youre really strong xx
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IisYourmomhi

Should I start a art book? I already post my art on deviantart if I post it here I would be reposting stuff and maybe adding a few things that I wouldn't put on deviantart. It all boils down to the question would any of y'all want to see my attempts at art? And do y'all have any tips

Makanaka7hello

@IisYourmomhi I would love to see them too!
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