it's unfortunate how afraid i've grown
will your fist hit the wall again or will it be me
i must be quiet so there's no tears falling out my eyes
i must keep my eyes away from you, don't want to be the blame of your sudden anger
i don't recognize who you are
i thought i knew you , second guessing myself
why must you scare me ?
wonder how long my silence will stand before it breaks me too
wonder how long it'll be until i beg for it to stop
wonder if you'll ever remind me of him
pray that you never do
but it's a cycle, it happens to women like me.
i shouldn't be afraid so why am i trembling with fear in me with my cries stuck in the back of my throat