Ever get the feeling you just want to die?

That you're not good enough for that person?

Have you ever pointed a knife at your head with a voice screaming "End it all! End it all!"

Have you ever had nightmare of people dragging you down? Of being ripped to shreds by guilt, betrayal, hate, and selfishness?

Have you ever loved someone so much that you cry everyday when you're worried about them?

Have you repeatedly said "I'm sorry" or "I love you" when your crying your heart out? Trying to reach out for your lover, but they're too far from you reach? Too pure for your tainted hands? Too beautiful for your hideousness?

That's how I feel when I think of you. I'm here crying. Letting you go when every ounce of me is screaming to keep you here, but I can't. Angels are meant to be in heaven. Demons in hell. And I'm willing to let you fly away from my grasp