Guys, I know I shouldn't come crying my problems on here but i have had this deep pain inside of me because I had a friend who went to my school last year and we were best friends. We always said hi and what-not then, we became friends with this other person, and we were friends for a good month this amazing little friend group of three people. Then one day, they got into a fight and avoided each other and stopped talking entirely. I was supposed to get her number the next day, but she didn't come to school and when I got home, my parents took my phone. They had told me that she was in the hospital that day. I never got her number and I never got to see if she was ok. Then out of the blue, me and my parents were talking about how I need to make sure I have friends that care for me and then they brought that up and they won't tell me why she was in the hospital and how bad she was hurt. I feel guilty and my self-esteem is gone, and I can't do anything but cry because I can't ask her how she has been. She's alive thank god but I feel guilty T-T