♥Jonah♥

Hey, it's been a while. I guess James is gone too? He quit talking to me. I don't know what happened. Guess his relationships went to shit.
          It's been a fucking year.. I don't know what's going on anymore. Everyone has left, Jo. Shadow, James, Raven, you. Everyone real has left. It sucks, ya know? I feel like I'm the only one left. Aha, I guess I am. I've honestly forgotten almost everything except for the people. Memories, conversations, those are gone. But faces and names are still here.

The memories have been torn open, MoJo.

Wake up. Just fucking wake up god dammit.

I wish you were still here...

Three months already? Wow... Time flies I guess. I don't know why I'm doing this. But I just felt like posting here. Makes it seem like you're still here, ya know? No, I guess that's stupid. Haha, aren't I hilarious MoJo? Nope... So many things have changed. So many things have become more difficult to bear. To understand. To live through. It still hurts that you're not here. And here I am, in the middle of class writing this and trying not to cry. I feel like this is the only way left for me to feel that you are still here. Guess I don't want to let go, huh? Sigh...
          Welp, you should know that cookies aren't the same without you. And I'm still going to get the dahlia bites that you and Jamsie chose. I promised I would. And I will. Maybe not right now, but soon. I have a few more things to do first before I can get more piercings right now. Anyway.... Jonah fucking Calvert, why did you leave us?.. I can't help but ask why. Over and over again. Why? Okay, that's stupid, I do know why, and I understand, I just don't want to accept it. How silly of me.
          I better go. Maybe I will post here again. Most likely.
          I love you, Jonah. And I hope you are doing alright. I may not believe in Heaven or anything like that, but I believe that you are safe and free. R.I.P. love.

So, it's been a week... And it is finally starting to hit hard, that you truly are gone.. A hell of a lot has happened, and I'm honestly glad you aren't here to feel the impact of it all. I'm glad you are free, Jonah. I really am. I just wish there could have been ways for you to still be here, laughing, smiling, and having fun and going through your days, without all the pain... Where ever you are, I hope you watch over, and help us stay strong... I really miss you, MoJo JoJo... Fly high love, free from pain<3

R.I.P. hope you're happy where you are now. c: Even if I don't know you.....  

Rest in paradise, even though I never got to talk to you I know you had and still have alot of people who cared about you :( 

MoJo JoJo....why.... Why did you have to leave....

@FriesWithThat_xD I love you.