Hi friends, Anastasia here:)
I know my account has been kinda dead the past few months, and I haven't been posting much.
Writing has always been a way for me to comprehend and express the chaos going on in my head, but lately I have been lacking the drive or motivation to carry on writing "physical thoughts".
"Physical Thoughts" was originally written to document the ups and downs of having various crushes in secondary school, and the emotionally-conflicting situations I had been through. But lately I have been thinking more about the inspiration of writing this book (which revolves around one particular guy), and I've kinda lost the sense of purpose to write it. He doesn't constantly hang around my mind all day anymore, and my brain seems to have blocked off some fluffy emotions I've felt from interacting with him in the past 3 years.
Life is moto perpetuo; the perpetual motion of life only move forwards. Change is inevitable and I've moved on from those hopeless lingering feelings, and I feel that it's not healthy if I continue this book based off the idea of constantly reliving in past memories (thats not very pleasant for me).
I'm not gonna stop updating "physical thoughts" though, I'll just be changing the content that's gonna be posted. So for the next few chapters, I'll be posting as and when inspiration comes, but it'd be inspired from current events in my life.
Thanks for taking time to read this,, and continue to stay safe :))
Memento mori.