gasparz

Great... Everything it's a shit... Perfect why I'm so silly? It was obvious she didn't like me, she always treated me badly... God kill me for be so stupid and think people are actually good!

Yeah... I really thought things would be different this time...

"my mom, there's no one else just like my mom"
          ela tira minha vontade de viver uhuuu
          (she takes away my will to live yeeeep)

happy new year
          you guys maybe don't understand but... I'm happy
          "this isn't normal?"
          not for me! I'm so excited for this year, I'm full of goals, expectations and dreams... I'm happy... for the first time in so long... I'm truly happy
          I thought I would never feel this way again but here we are! it's normal? cause I haven't felt this happiness in so long it seems strange and I'm afraid that things will go wrong but I at least want to try... I want to live

"oh, hey how was your day?" 
          just, what the hell you expect? was a shit bro

"Who is the guy in your wallpaper?" -it's not Auston Matthews... You are hallucinating~

"omg are you fine?" 
          yeah sure bro, I'm hearing things and feeling terrible but I'm great 

Love someone who loves you like I do..... 'cause fuck, you're my best friend and even though you leave me I love you so fucking much! God hates me...

why?.... why is Stu's actor in Scream 1 so handsome? why so pretty? fuuuckk

It's funny that my comfort book is about troubled kids playing a crazy game and where the main character is tortured.... that's my home fuck