happy new year
you guys maybe don't understand but... I'm happy
"this isn't normal?"
not for me! I'm so excited for this year, I'm full of goals, expectations and dreams... I'm happy... for the first time in so long... I'm truly happy
I thought I would never feel this way again but here we are! it's normal? cause I haven't felt this happiness in so long it seems strange and I'm afraid that things will go wrong but I at least want to try... I want to live