Vanity_Creator

This place is just a vent place about my 'dad' fir me. He made me cry at Christmas and my mother doesn't do anything to help. I fucking hate my family. My friends on wattpad are far better because they actually care about how I feel. My dad used to touch me, and not even that made my family try to help. So to anybody who listened to one word, thank you. Even if it's annoying to hear me only complain, thank you for listening. You're contributing far more than my family has.

More whining. My cousin once saw me crying because I tried venting to my dad. "Your dad loves. You. You know that, right?" Absolutely crushed any trust I had. Till I started almost trusted her again. She told me the same thing. She said I'm lucky he wasn't a deadbeat. If he wasn't in my life, I wouldn't have gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia.

I have an announcement to thank you all. I can't tell anyone but you guys of my father issues. I'm sure talking about it everytime I make an announcement is annoying. And I'm thankful for listeners. My cousin claims to have my back but she'll defend him no matter what I say. And even if you skip this message, I'm glad it's on your announcement list. I'm glad there are people who Will listen and comfort me. I've talked about it many times and will do do again. That's how much I trust you all.

Hey we still good? It's been a while 

Finally. An announcement which isn't an emotional meltdown.
          
          
          I have a webtoon with almost ten chapters. It's about a little girl escaping prison and she finds an adult to seek refuge with. But it's Lucifer.
          
          https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/bittersweet-tragedy-vol-one/list?title_no=978359

Feel free to ignore, I only ever post announcements to talk about my trauma since I don't have anyone else to go to.
          
          My dad is the reason I have gender dysphoria,  body dysmorphia, PTSD, crying at night, and wishing I never existed. I have to face reality knowing everyone adores him. I have to be told to love him, not matter all the hands that were put on me. I'll feel better in the morning, but I'm just so upset now

Here's something crazy: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fWacVNAetGg&pp=ygUcdGltIGJ1cnRvbiBoYW5zZWwgYW5kIGdyZXRlbA%3D%3D

thank you for the support <3
          
          -madi

I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna try and animate. A short meme should be a good first try instead of trying to go all out like I was trying last time.

My dad told me to bring coffee to my mother. Accidentally burnt myself picking it up, so he got angry at me for doing it wrong. "You don't listen" You told me to pick it up, now you look like you want to slap me.
          
          When he gets angry, I get scared. Then emotional. Then I cry and my family tells me to stop being a baby. I know it sounds small. But he scares me.