I know the feeling. Ive tried medication, therapy, mental institutions, etc. and none of those have worked. I know how it feels to be so down that you want to hurt yourself to the point where you might not recover. I know how it feels to be so burdened with anxiety and depression to where i dont even get up to eat and interact with people. I know how it feels to feel like youre all alone in with your problems that seem impossible to overcome. But you can get through this. I believe in you. Because I myself is slowly getting better. Yes there may be some bumps in the way but you'll pick yourself up from it and become stronger from it. And if you ever need to, i am here to talk