Iluvstarszz

IM GINNA PISSBMYSELF HELP WHAT IS THSI

Funkybreadrat

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Iluvstarszz

Tw/Vent and possible ed -
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          The way I don't wanna eat anymore. Everything tastes so bad and I don't feel hungry but at the same time i do. I'm having a hard time eating and swallowing food without wanting to vomit and wanting to cry . I feel horrible.
          
          Maybe my dad was right.
          I can't finish food. I can't have an empty plate. It's so hard to eat. And I hate the feeling of it.I really don't wanna eat, everytime I do I wanna vomit or force myself to vomit. I wanna cry.

Iluvstarszz

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Uhh tw vent? // I feel like everything is just giving up on me. Im so tired and sick of everything, I try my best for my fucking parents, yet they're never proud of me, I just want validation from someone. I feel so empty and insecure. I always try to get competitive so someone can be proud of me and I can feel good about myself. But I never fucking happens, someone always has to be better than me, and that makes me so fucking mad and upset, I makes me beat myself up mentally. Im genuinely just so tired. I honestly don't know anymore, I feel so mentally drained and I feel like I don't wanna get up to do anything. School is always too fucking loud, and ushdjdkdjfbd. I don't know yhhsdkdj, I wanna lay in bed all day and not talk to anyone and cuddle my plushies. Im so mentally tired. sorry for the vent I just needed to get that off my chest I guess.

mixkyuru

@ValerieeLuvsYouu np your doing good and im hella proud !
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