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Uhh tw vent? // I feel like everything is just giving up on me. Im so tired and sick of everything, I try my best for my fucking parents, yet they're never proud of me, I just want validation from someone. I feel so empty and insecure. I always try to get competitive so someone can be proud of me and I can feel good about myself. But I never fucking happens, someone always has to be better than me, and that makes me so fucking mad and upset, I makes me beat myself up mentally. Im genuinely just so tired. I honestly don't know anymore, I feel so mentally drained and I feel like I don't wanna get up to do anything. School is always too fucking loud, and ushdjdkdjfbd. I don't know yhhsdkdj, I wanna lay in bed all day and not talk to anyone and cuddle my plushies. Im so mentally tired. sorry for the vent I just needed to get that off my chest I guess.