ImAWerdio123

i’ve had to restart writing the requests TWICE now cause my phone keeps dying on me while i write and NONE OF MY WORK SAVES. so it’s gonna take me a while and i’m sorry about that 

WHY TF DOES EVERYTHING NOT SAVE GAWD DAMMIT

OMFGJSKFKABSKSKSJS I WAS ALMOST FINISHED WITH WRITING ALL THE REQUESTS AND THEN MY PHONE DIES AND WHEN I COME BACK EVERYTHING I DID FOR THE CHAPTER FUCKING DELETED OSNDKKEDBKSKDIDHD FUCKKKKING HATE IT HEREEE KILLL ME NOWW

2d men are better

i miss the feeling of having butterflies when i saw that one person who i truly liked at the time but now i’m this emotionally detached person who hasn’t actually liked some one for 4 years now.
          
          my commitment issues began from somewhere, obviously. lmao i remember the last time i committed to some one who wasn’t even mine.  i wouldn’t talk to anybody else romantically. he told me he liked me out of pity and then he went on to date another girl. all the while i was still so hopelessly in love and waited that maybe if things had ended, he would go to me but no lol. i should’ve seen that coming. everyday after school i would cry and cry. after a year of being heartbroken and another year healing, i was back to normal ig. but now i’m literally so fucking terrified to commit to actually liking someone the way that i did before. lovely.

i don’t know why but my authors note isn’t showing up cause i use these weird fonts and i literally cannot edit it and i can’t even write new chapters so i don’t know what to do. imma go cry rq

@Stasiatavius ... my cat probably wants to kill me too

i just bullshited through entire three page essay that’s due in the morning

we’re in love with the idea of being in love with hem but not actually in love with them. does that kinda explain why we’re so attracted to fictional characters.

I just realized,
          
          Oikawa and Kageyama spent all that time envying each other.
          
          Oikawa was so jealous of Kageyama’s skill and talent and ability to focus so hard,
          
          While Kageyama was so jealous of Oikawa’s ability to have everybody like him and get along with him.
          
          And then there’s Iwaizumi.
          
          He was there for Oikawa every step of the way. When he was blocked by Kageyama and Tsukki, I could see how much it hurt him.
          
          And at the end of the match, he looked so devistated. He deserves more than that.
          
          And Oikawa losing against Kurasuno was one of the hardest things. He never had the chance to beat Ushijima. Seeing Oikawa so heartbroken kills me inside.
          
          One day I hope they work together to make a team strong enough to beat Ushijima and have Oikawa’s dreams come true.
          
          It hurts to see his face...