ImBored111111

How come it's only when your in the car with other people that you fully process the lyrics to a song??
          
          Like I'm in the car with my family, and "Sailor song" by gigi perez came on, connected to my moms phone btw, and I knew the lyrics were a tiny bit freaky, but when it was playing I was like OMFG like it murdered me
          
          Like WHYYY </3

Little rant here because I need to put the thoughts in my head out SOMEWHERE:
          
          I want a boyfriend who's like pretty masculine and going through puberty bit because I find them cute, because I want to state at them and cuddle with them and hang out with their guy friends longingly wishing I had the same adams apple as then, or wishing that the muscles on my arms could actually look like that someday. 
          
          Is this just jealously through gender dysphoria or smth? Like.... I genuinely don't know 

I just thought of this and it's lowk buns but I wanted to share it anyways lmao:
          
          Lemonade, get rid of ICE 
          Ban them once, kick them twice
          Turn around, touch the ground, kick those agents out of town 
          
          Cringe ik I haven't heard lemonade crunchy ice in like 8 bajillion years butttt
          
          Idk vro I'm slowly going crazy

HEYYYY GUYSSSS
          IS ANYONE ACTUALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO ME ANYMORE??? PROBABLY NOT!!!
          IT'S OKAY!!!! I'M NOT REALLY ON HERE ANYWAYS!!
          
          UPDATES ABT ME IG:
          SIGH GENDER DYSPHORIA BE HITTING HARD
          JUST GOT BACK FROM SLEEPAWAY CAMP YAY
          YAELOKRE HYPERFIXATION?? KINGSLEY COSPLAY!!!!!
          PJO HYPERFIXATION!!!
          GETTING A HAIRCUT SOON??
          
          YAY HOW FUN MY LIFE IS
          I HOPE YOU GUYS THE 40 RANDOM PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME ARE DOING WELL!!!
          YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEE- *explodes*

What is goodie my gang

"Btw the AC broke and all of our custard melted so we won't be able to serve any today I'm sorry"
          "Oh no that's actually so sad I'm sorry :("
          -Conversation I found weirdly funny between a Culver's drive thru employee and my mom

IT FEELS SO ILLEGAL TO POST ON AO3 
          AFTER LIKE 3 YEARS ON HERE
          I FEEL GUILTY LOL

I hate having a uterus 
          But it's pretty funny when you stay home from school and your dad looks you in the eyes and tells you
          "Congratulations. You're PMSing"

GUESS WHOS BACK 

WHAT THE HECK
          I PRAYED TO LADY APHRODITE TO HAVE A FUN NEW YEAR WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY 
          WHICH I GOT
          BUT I DIDNT ASK TO HEAR MY STEPDAD AND MOM POSSIBLY DOING THE DIRTY!! ToT
          I THINK MY LAST SMIDGE OF INNOCENCE HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY
          WISH ME LUCK </3