ImChubbyMe

My ex boyfriend wants me back. We broke up back in 2014. The day after our high school graduation. 
          	
          	He left me when I was at my worst. I was having a hard time with my life so I didn't have a stable moods. I was so moody that time. He left me bcs of that. What upsets me is that... He said a lot of hurtful words about me and he never ever asked me if I was okay. He didnt even bother asking why I was acting like that. 
          	
          	I know its not his fault if he got tired of me and my problems. I understand that. But... why? Why does he have to leave me at that point of my life. I needed him the most. I trust him the most. But then he left me. 
          	
          	I tried telling him whats really happening but he just shrugged it off and told me that "That's not true. U just miss me thats why u r making up a story."  and "stop being delulu. That was just your dream"
          	
          	A Dream. Thats what he said. But NO. I know it's not. Because there are marks. There are marks that was left and that proves it was not a dream. Got those marks every fckng night. 
          	
          	I was telling him what was happening but he ignored it. 
          	

ImChubbyMe

@ImChubbyMe 
          	  
          	  But ofcrse. Life is jot really good with me. But its okay. Bcs I know ill get through it. And yes, i did. 
          	  
          	  I gradutes college with BSBA major in Financial Management as my bachelors degree. I graduated in time and exact year. But ofcourse...ife outside uni is not really good. Reality hits me hard. I was jonless for almost a year. But i know i will get through it. So I tried and tried. Then i got a job. After 3 months, i decided to get my Masters degree. So I did. And now im about to graduate. He found out about these. 
          	  
          	  Now. He wants me back. Asked him why. He said "I promised u that I will come back. That I will love u forever through ups and downs. And I want to keep my promise. I want u back."
          	  
          	  No. I never got that from your message. U never promised me anything. I found out that he wasnt doing good on his uni. Hes still trying to finish his bachelors. He's been in uni for almost 7 years. And hes supposed to finish it in 4 years, same as me. 
          	  
          	  His pride and ego has been damaged big time. He's trying to regain those by getting back with me. Bcs he knows that his family would be proud with him if he got someone with a higher education. He's an asshle. No. I wont get back with him. I dont want to. He needs to learn his lessons.
          	  
          	  Its not bad that his still in college after all these years. My point is... he shouldn't have said those things if he himself cant do it. He shouldn't have talk so soon. Thats all. 
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ImChubbyMe

@ImChubbyMe 
          	  
          	  I remeber. Every words he said when he broke up with me. I was about to ask him on a date bcs I want to make up with him. I was in the middle of typing my long ass message when I received his text first. 
          	  
          	  "You know what? Lets break up. This is not working. Your moods, your attitude and your delusions. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of you. You have changed. You never dress your self up anymore. We're done. And I will be in ADMU for college. I dont wanna have someone who got into some school like that"
          	  
          	  I was broken, sad, happy, devastated, mad and wanted revenge. I never begged him to stay. I was so hurt that I didnt cry the first 3 nights. I cried when I realized that he wouldnt be with me in the future. I imagined him being with someone and that really hurt me. I cried and cried till I fell asleep. 
          	  
          	  After 2 weeks of crying and being miserable. I decided to move on. It was hard. It was 6 months before I finally moved on. Then I promise myself that I will make him regret what he said. 
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ImChubbyMe

My ex boyfriend wants me back. We broke up back in 2014. The day after our high school graduation. 
          
          He left me when I was at my worst. I was having a hard time with my life so I didn't have a stable moods. I was so moody that time. He left me bcs of that. What upsets me is that... He said a lot of hurtful words about me and he never ever asked me if I was okay. He didnt even bother asking why I was acting like that. 
          
          I know its not his fault if he got tired of me and my problems. I understand that. But... why? Why does he have to leave me at that point of my life. I needed him the most. I trust him the most. But then he left me. 
          
          I tried telling him whats really happening but he just shrugged it off and told me that "That's not true. U just miss me thats why u r making up a story."  and "stop being delulu. That was just your dream"
          
          A Dream. Thats what he said. But NO. I know it's not. Because there are marks. There are marks that was left and that proves it was not a dream. Got those marks every fckng night. 
          
          I was telling him what was happening but he ignored it. 
          

ImChubbyMe

@ImChubbyMe 
            
            But ofcrse. Life is jot really good with me. But its okay. Bcs I know ill get through it. And yes, i did. 
            
            I gradutes college with BSBA major in Financial Management as my bachelors degree. I graduated in time and exact year. But ofcourse...ife outside uni is not really good. Reality hits me hard. I was jonless for almost a year. But i know i will get through it. So I tried and tried. Then i got a job. After 3 months, i decided to get my Masters degree. So I did. And now im about to graduate. He found out about these. 
            
            Now. He wants me back. Asked him why. He said "I promised u that I will come back. That I will love u forever through ups and downs. And I want to keep my promise. I want u back."
            
            No. I never got that from your message. U never promised me anything. I found out that he wasnt doing good on his uni. Hes still trying to finish his bachelors. He's been in uni for almost 7 years. And hes supposed to finish it in 4 years, same as me. 
            
            His pride and ego has been damaged big time. He's trying to regain those by getting back with me. Bcs he knows that his family would be proud with him if he got someone with a higher education. He's an asshle. No. I wont get back with him. I dont want to. He needs to learn his lessons.
            
            Its not bad that his still in college after all these years. My point is... he shouldn't have said those things if he himself cant do it. He shouldn't have talk so soon. Thats all. 
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ImChubbyMe

@ImChubbyMe 
            
            I remeber. Every words he said when he broke up with me. I was about to ask him on a date bcs I want to make up with him. I was in the middle of typing my long ass message when I received his text first. 
            
            "You know what? Lets break up. This is not working. Your moods, your attitude and your delusions. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of you. You have changed. You never dress your self up anymore. We're done. And I will be in ADMU for college. I dont wanna have someone who got into some school like that"
            
            I was broken, sad, happy, devastated, mad and wanted revenge. I never begged him to stay. I was so hurt that I didnt cry the first 3 nights. I cried when I realized that he wouldnt be with me in the future. I imagined him being with someone and that really hurt me. I cried and cried till I fell asleep. 
            
            After 2 weeks of crying and being miserable. I decided to move on. It was hard. It was 6 months before I finally moved on. Then I promise myself that I will make him regret what he said. 
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ImChubbyMe

How would you tell someone that you won't have a long life to live?
          How would you tell someone that you are a lil bit different from other people?
          
          Been hidimg this for so long cause i thought i could handle it by myself but I was so wrong. 
          
          I isolated myseld from my friends. 
          I made up a story and back stabbed my bestfriend so she would have a reason to leave me. 
          I've always put up a cold personality when I feel that someone likes me.
          I always pretend to be someone else bcs i don't want anyone to get close to me and i don't want to get attached to anyone. 
          
          My life sucks. 
          

ImChubbyMe

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LadyKimTae

Thank you for the follow honey 

LadyKimTae

@ImChubbyMe 
            Of course! Numbers don’t matter to me. I make time for all my readers. 
            Thank you for all the compliments! 
            Love you too!❤️
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ImChubbyMe

@LadyKimTae @LadyKimTae u have a lot of followers but u still got time to post on my wall? WAAAAHHH!!! U R SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON!!! THANK YOU FOR POSTING AND THANKING MEEEEE!!!!! U R SO NICEEEEE!!! ❤ AND U R ALSO A GREAT WRITER!!!! HUHU T.T LUV U! ❤ 
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thank you for adding my book to your reading list!!! much love ❤️ ~

nsfjjk

thank you so much! i only post on the walls of the people whose notifications i see first lol, and yours was there!! ♡
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ImChubbyMe

@jaminjiminn ut welcommmeee~ u guys are so nice~ it is really rare that the authors would post smthng on my wall! Thank you for that~ i would definitely like ur book~~ 
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ImChubbyMe

@Graceee_grashi ur welcome~ omg! Thank you for posting on my wall! U guys are so nice! And, also, waaahhh! I can relate! Hiw can he be so handsome and pretty at the same time?  I'm breathing bcs of Yoonmin  
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agustdv

thank you for adding my book to your list.. i hope you'll enjoy it :)

agustdv

Oh~ I'm indian, but I live in the UAE
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ImChubbyMe

@agustdv hiii~ I'm from Manila, Philippines~ how bout u~? Where u from~?
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agustdv

@ImChubbyMe  thank you so much! Where are you from?
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