ImGonnaKate

I have reached the ripe age of 21 without either killing myself nor being killed--big victory, all things considered. I'll be fighting the urge to delete every post I made so I can look back on it in another 10 years and relive the embarassment. I think I have enough material on here to humble me for the rest of time lol.
          	
          	Shocker, life did indeed get better once I stopped being a teenager. Don't get me wrong, I might still choose to die before 30, but I actually have hope now of having a good life. Fingers crossed I'll come back onto here in another decade and talk about falling in love or finding my life's purpose. I think it might just happen :)

ImGonnaKate

I have reached the ripe age of 21 without either killing myself nor being killed--big victory, all things considered. I'll be fighting the urge to delete every post I made so I can look back on it in another 10 years and relive the embarassment. I think I have enough material on here to humble me for the rest of time lol.
          
          Shocker, life did indeed get better once I stopped being a teenager. Don't get me wrong, I might still choose to die before 30, but I actually have hope now of having a good life. Fingers crossed I'll come back onto here in another decade and talk about falling in love or finding my life's purpose. I think it might just happen :)

RainingGreenTea

TANK YOU FOR TGE FOLLOW♡♡♡

RainingGreenTea

@HoNeYImGaYnEsSHuNgRy Ikr its amazing i lobe that book and i just added new books yesterday too so they're plenty on there❤❤
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ImGonnaKate

@HoNeYImGaYnEsSHuNgRy 
            Ended up reading the entirety of "Savage Little Nerd"
            I NEED ANOTHER UPDATE (the last one was only five days ago but STILL);^;
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RainingGreenTea

@YAOISMYSIN did you find any that you like because im adding some later
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ImGonnaKate

AYE it's literally been nearly a year since I've posted anything. To sum shiz up I've been switching from med to med for a while and went through a mid-life crisis. It's a mid-life crisis cause imma be dead by the time I'm 30. Anyway, wassap mah dudes. If you're feeling suicidal you've come to the right place. Kill me. 
          (╭☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )╭☞

RainingGreenTea

@ImGonnaKate
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thefoxinlace

you deserve more followers tho

thefoxinlace

@ImGonnaKate lolol ish ok m8
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ImGonnaKate

this message may be offensive 
@mister-painful O shit thanks fam (even though it's late I'm a pile of trash sorry lmao).
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ImGonnaKate

Hi. I didn't sleep again. Kinda feeling good today. Still not gonna do anything, but I don't know. I haven't felt alright in a while so it's kinda refreshing. I know something bad is gonna happen, though. It just always happens. No matter how good the start of the day is, something happens to ruin it. I wonder what life will throw at me this time...

ImGonnaKate

this message may be offensive 
I just read a MarkiplierxReader fanfiction where the reader was depressed and at the end, Mark got cancer again, died, and the me in the story killed myself after uploading a video to his channel saying he passed. I promised I would never cut again to Mark so instead I shot myself.... literally sobbing...
          The part that gets me tearing up is the thought of Mark, Jack, or Felix leaving my life. They might not know me, but they all hold a special place in my heart. I love them all and the thought of them dying is heartbreaking. Anyway, hi. School is a bitch and I only have 2 and 1/2 days left before break. Probably had a presentation today so I'm literally pulling my hair out stressing about it. Failing Gym because I'm never really there. Probably failing other classes because I'm that much of a lazy-ass to never do anything. I don't know. Bye?

ImGonnaKate

Honestly, I've been feeling more unmotivated than usual. When I wake up I just lay there for half an hour, willing myself to go back to sleep. I've stayed home from school as often as I can to avoid interaction with other kids and as a result, my grades are dropping. I'm going to talk to a therapist once every other week. Though, I don't see how this will help me in any way. All I do is just tell her how much I hate myself and how I have trust issues and anxiety, lol. Anyway, I don't know, happy late Thanksgiving! I spent mine sitting in bed reading and watching youtube as always. No joke, I haven't moved for five hours. I also stayed up all night and passed out at 11am. Haven't slept tonight either. Oh well, I don't like sleep much anyway. How is everyone else? Who am I kidding, no one is going to see this much less read this far. Imma just go now, lol.

PhantomSlayer

@gLiTcH_exe I have anxiety and paranoia. If given the chance I would stay home 24/7 on a computer writing, reading and making MMD videos and models. I have to keep busy or I get extremely paranoid about things.
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thefoxinlace

I already like you for your name and profile picture kiddo. Fabulous

thefoxinlace

@ Nightmare_Artist  :Dd
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ImGonnaKate

@Nightmare_Artist Thx :3
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ImGonnaKate

@-Horror-Movie-Fan-  lol XD
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