yung piling na wala ka ng pakialam sa kanya...wala ka ng balita sa kanya at higit sa lahat ay wala kang maalala na pinagkasunduan niyo o masasayang araw..tas biglang wala na siya...she died..heart attack...i dream big to show them what i can be...and when i am busily achieving that... i forget the word compassion and forgive.,..i thought pain will always be there and will never be ease...but now...why do i feel so regretful..bakit pakiramdam ko ang daming kulang...there's a large hole inside my chest...my heart actually...i dunno how can i heal myself when all this years...hate was the only thing built between us..a wall and a boundary..ni hindi ko natutunang patawarin siya..sila..at ngayon huli na ang lahat...i hope someday na matutunan ko ring patawarin ang sarili ko..goodbye to you..and i'm sorry...for all the misunderstanding and hate..i'm sorry...goodbye..